princess LEE.

new link

2007-10-28T20:57:00.000+08:00

new link fyi.

http://my-cinderallastoryscene.blogspot.com

take note, with much love.
Hazel.
28102007

fahrenheit and dinner. (:

2007-10-28T14:33:00.000+08:00

i've waited for more than nine months for yesterday to happen. (: Fahrenheit finally came to Singapore. sadly, they're here for only one day & back they are now, in Taiwan. :( all righto. we reached the airport 15 minutes after meeting time, so we met the members at belt thirty three. (: hahaha. as expected, not a lot of people were wearing the FC tee. (: and expected, me and reg weren't. (: hahaha. so we made a trip to the toilet to tie to to our backs. :D sexyback, yo! :D hahahahaa. and then we reckoned, that standing right at the doors of the van the four guys were gna board, was the ideal position to pass them the gifts. (: i brought the piano i got since February for arron(yalun). but because i was pushed to the back, i had no choice but to pass it to manda. :( their flight landed at 1410-1417h. and they stayed in the plane till 1428. the crazy fans that were queued from the start of the doors to the aisle, to the van. :D hahahaha. then some mediacrop cameraman came and we said our Fahrenheit cheer. respectively, me, regina and yanling, were hiding at the back screaming(: zomg. ten demerit points for my horrible throat. okay. then they ccame at what? 1450+ ? yea. and the four of them ran into the van, from the belt where they retrieved their luggage. -.P but fortunately, i caught a full glimpse of arron. :D zomg. after nine months of regrets, i finally get to see him, in reality. :D regrets cus i was struck with a stupid goddamn fever on the 27th of January this year, that i had to totally miss the whole Fahrenheit autograph session i'd been longing for for half a year. just BAMMM. all gone! but all's all yesterday. although chings claimed they were still face-blacked from the previous evening failed event due to the fucking crazy hongkongers. -.P hardcore 'fans'. till today, my love for arron, as an idol, has never faded. although i once almost thought of not rejoining the fan club.

i took a train back to pasir ris to hop onto bus 3 to boyfriend's house. (: hohoho, waited ten minutes for him cus i reached earlier than expected. :D lol, he was wearing the simpsons shirt he wore on first date. (: hahaha. but he was actually supporting the 'simpsons marathon' on star world yesterday evening. :D hahahaha. then woah. :D boyfriend's house really very nice. :D cus it's big, furniture's just placed correctly so the whole layout doesn't look cramped. (like mine). and so yea. his house is wonderful hahaha. and he's room is spark and spank. WELL. HE HAS A MAID, THAT'S WHY. and he's room is far much bigger than mine. :D idc. idc! :D hohoho. we watched Family Guy, The Movie. and were laughing our balls off. :D juel was super cute. HAHAHA. she kept laughing at yantin while i was chatting with her online. :D hahaahhaha. and jo was in the toilet, styling his hair, all the while, -.P we then went to pick aunty up from her office. ZOMG. raffles/ shenton way has super nice buildings, i swear. (: and yesterday was uncle and aunty's 18 yearniversary! :D ZOMG! hahaha. and uncle was super sweet to get ready a bouquet of flowers for aunty. :D self-arranged by a friend, although jo said uncle had better skills. :D hahaha. and uncle was chased out of the car to hold the flowers to surprise aunty. the children were on our guards, anytime, ready to rear down the window and shout ' happy eighteen anniversary!' HOHO! and everything fell into place. :D hohoho. we headed to spegeddies for dinner. :D hahahaha. and the sim family is super KOOOOOOL~ i swear. :D hohohoho. okay. we left the adults for some alone time and juel and i played hide and seek with jo. :D hahaha. he looked super kuku. :D okok. then aunty was super sweet, to actually cut off six stalks of flower from the bouquet to give to to jo, for him to pass it to me. :D ZOMG. now i'm in love with sunflowers and roses. zomg. but i thought white roses were much more elegant. :D hoho. all in all, i was really myself last night, despite feeling super full till nothing more could be cramped in that i had to jog at ten, i was super happy that i felt like i was a part of the family. for this, i wanna really thank my boyfriend, cus he makes me, me. (: i love you honey.

research baby. (:

2007-10-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

baby- directed to yantin, (: hey, here's all that i found, (: Symptoms may include:

dry skin that when pinched and released, stays pinched
dehydration
abdominal pain
constipation
lethargy
fatigue - a cause of weariness; slow ordeal; exertion
intolerance to cold temperatures
emaciation - To make or become extremely thin, especially as a result of starvation.
development of lanugo (fine, downy body hair)
yellowing of the skin

the above italics are those i'm experiencing baby. D: not cool lah. -.P okok, moree. :D

Thin appearance
Abnormal blood counts
Fatigue
Dizziness or fainting
Brittle nails
Hair that thins, breaks or falls out
Soft, downy hair covering the body
Absence of menstruation
Constipation
Dry skin
Intolerance of cold
Irregular heart rhythms
Low blood pressure
Dehydration
Osteoporosis - A disease in which the bones become extremely porous, are subject to fracture, and heal slowly, occurring especially in women following menopause and often leading to curvature of the spine from vertebral collapse.

and whatever lah. -.P i'm gna continue cus i cannot stop already. so yea. don't try to ask me to change or anything, i'm gna be stuck to this. be it abnormal, i don't give fuck.

boyfriend: i'm aware of the disapproval you have in me being like this, but i cannot control, cus if i were to bulge into a fest, or even back to normal three meals a day, all these starvation will go to the drain. so i don't want that to happen. sorry baby. but i promise i'd never faint from this. ;)

zhiting's spelling ability.

2007-10-24T19:05:00.000+08:00

zomg. eng zhiting has bad spelling manzxzzz. ZOMG. ayuni's classmate suggest a game that entertained all of us after school (: he tested us on spelling, verbally. (; and apparently, hazel lee pei shi is super pro at it (: zomg. zhiting's version:
case one:
hazel: m-u-s-i-c
zhiting[ with less hesitation ]: MUSTARD!
-hazel laughs her balls off with zygote.-
case two:
joel: w-a-f-t.
zhiting[with no hesitation] : AKIF!
joel: you hear the F,T then akif ah!
-everyone squats down on the road laughing. -
yesterday at volleyball, we left training at 1705h.
hazel: aye zhiting. you kneepad.
zhiting: orh. okay. (and picks up the knee pad from the ground)
(do notice the noun/verb/adjective/adverbs used *knee pad. not knee pads)
zhiting: then the other side ley?
-SHE OBVIOUSLY DIDN'T REALISE THE OTHER ONE WAS CASTED ON HER LEFT FOOT-
ayuni and hazel: THERE!
zhiting - spins on round looking on the ground, focusing. and finally spots that it's on her foot.
zhiting: OH.~ (in a deep, deep voice.)
laughs.

my sperm is super retarded. & boyfriend, you can have my words, i'd never wish for anymore of all those shit that got thrown to us for the past two days. they were torturous. and i wanna let you know that, should we ever, ever quarrel again, can you/ me make it a point to meet each other, talk face-face. before seeking help from others? (: i love you. & i'm just being protective.

five minutes to midnight. (: my favee. :D

Brown eyes and lungs are filled up with smoke
Fast lives we're stuck in the undertoe
But you know the places I wanna go
'Cause oh oh oh I've got a sickness
You've got the cure
You've got the spark I've been looking for
And I've got a plan
We walk out that door
You know you wanna just let go
It's time to roll down the windows
And sing it oh oh oh
We got all we need so here we go
Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough
Shakin' me up
Turn it up, alright
At five minutes to midnight
We'll see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop
And come alive
We could, pack up and leave all our things behind
No fact or fiction or storyline
'Cause I need you more than just for tonight
You're oh oh oh like air
I can't stop my breathing in
I'm weak and you are my medicine
I won't stop 'til I am under your skin
You know you wanna just let go
It's time to roll down the windows
And sing it oh oh oh
We got all we need so here we go
Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough
Shakin' me up
Turn it up, alright
At five minutes to midnight
We'll see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop
And come alive
And when the clock strikes twelve
Will you find another boy to go and kiss and tell?
'Cause you know I never will
I think we should strike a match
And we'll hold it in the wind to see how long it lasts
We could make the time stand still
Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough
Shakin' me up
Turn it up, alright
At five minutes to midnight
We'll see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop (and come alive)
Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
Coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough
Shakin' me up
Turn it up, alright
At five minutes to midnight
We'll see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop
And come alive
resource: google.com

yamate(three)

2007-10-22T20:07:00.000+08:00

Whhoooheeehuuu~ Day out yesterday with my reproductive family! My sperm and my baby zygote. Lol! Super fun, cus we went to Orchard in my limes, and zygote's greens. :D Okay fine, Zhiting doesn't have, but she too was wearing, Blues. Hahaha. Counted laaah. :D Zomg, of course, I'd be posting the pickors up. :D And you'd be able to see how retarded YaMaTe exactly is. :D Hohohoho. I managed to buy what i wanted. (: For boyfriend, I really do hope he'd like it, cus it's cute. :D And i think it's super sweeeeeeeeeet. :D Awwwww. Oh, i left training halfway today D: and Zhiting didn't come to school. She's having a 'severe' sore throat and is super cleeeeeeaaaaan. LOL! Anyway, I don't know why, but my facial complexion is getting real real bad D: D: Major HELP!!! OhOhOh.

I'm really happy I've got Joel as my boyfriend, cus I reckoned, they'd be no one else except for him to be here for me, whenever i need. He's always here by me, listening to all my rahbish and laughing them off. Whenever, WHENEVER mommy is in those bitchy days, he's there to talk to me, reminding me to be more understanding instead of bitching back. I was the one who got him sucidial and he was the one who gave me solutions to solve any problems. (: All in all, he's the best damn thing that has happened to me (:
my boy(:

*grits teeth*

the usual(: [take extra note at zygote]

feel hot! as read from the back

some lulo place at cine (:

convo with Thaqif (: DANIEL, YO!

sperms, egg and zygote.

2007-10-19T17:24:00.000+08:00

zomg. today's training ended kinda early and i'm going to zhiting's later. :D hoho, for the night, before coming home to bathe and meet baby. :D school today was fucking boring cus we were all locked in the mpr room. -.P zomg. and guess what, listening to lecture after lecture, HELL FUCK. so yea. i managed to meet baby right after school for a while. though it was only fot those few minutes, i'm contented cus every moment with him is heaven. :D hoho. and yes. i did slack during training, but i did try to kick off the bad habit. well, i can say that i can control my hand movement, but not always, so ye. i've got to improve on that. so the point is, yamate created more horny names. :D
ayuni-> 250ml coffee milk ; zygote.
zhiting-> 830ml chocolate milk ; sperm
hazel-> 1 litre strawberry milk ; egg
so there you have it. the sperm, egg and finally, zygote.

and fuck, i have the urge to go for liposuction cus i'm obese.

18october2007

2007-10-18T20:48:00.000+08:00

training sucked ballz cus coach didn't put me in at all. -.P but whatever. met up with baby at whitesands. HOHOHO. i was with my new shades. :D hohohohohoho. and he said i looked like joanne. zomg. -.P haha. anyway, we went to the airport to send miss lynn lee off to new zealanddddd. :D zomg. her boyfriend is like super macho. -.P cus he trains soldiers. HOHO. and she treated starbucks. :D my mocha frappacinoo~ hoho. ohhh. mark chong and sam she came along too. but we left them while they went to the food court, one hour before miss lee gets into her belt. :D zomg. i idolise her nineteen year-old sister, honestly. and her all-so-hip mother. :D baby cheered me up totally. and i went to meet my other baby. :D hoho. it's brandan's birthday today. HAPPY BIRDSDAY! :D hohohohoho. i'm sure he'd take good care of my baby cus if not, i'd whack and smack his ballz till they rot. :D same goes to akif. :D wheee. ball smacking! :D hoho. ohyea. i tried this tubetop at isetan and it cost $50.90. ZOMG.

you're my one and only,
you're stone and i'm rock.
you're crap and i'm lobster.
i love you joel sim ;D

volleyball.

2007-10-16T21:27:00.000+08:00

Yantin's off in Genting already. Now the canteen is like so empty. Like frigging empty, with not as much laughter compared to last time. Ever since YangWenn left, the laughter already died. Now that baby is away, we really don't like the creepiness. I feel so empty without her. It's like I'm not exactly enjoying what I'm doing today, at all. In class, I bury myself in books and cam-whoring. That's all. I ate duing recess and almost puked everything out cus i was bloody full. Then during training, after the SportsLeader meeting, we were running around the school when I felt like puking again, so, I walked to the back of minimart and stuck my finger down my throat. Fuck. Nothing came out man. Literally NOTHING. It was all digested. Once again, I felt sooooo horrible for eating. So i swear, I'm not gonna eat tomorrow. :D Yep. I cannot take it man. I just cannotttttttt abide the diet plans I planned. Like KJHIDSABWEJHBUKFDBKHJS. Rawr. Blame boyfriend for being horribly skinny :D & I fucking miss boyfriend lor. What the hell. He didn't go to school cus he wanted to spend Juel's birthday with her. Hoho. I can understand, & he'd a bloody good brother cum boyfriend :D Honestly, yo. :D And great, this missing thing's getting me fucking emo that I screamed at Dad cus he was like a mosquito together with Mom, irritating. Fuck man. I hate this.

If only you knew I cannot live without you.
If only you knew how much I'm earning for you.
If only...

Woman's excuse for truancy. By Hazel Lee. :D
The class was heading down for Geography lessons. As usual, I was one of the last to leave the class, I was suffering from severe menstruation cramps since the previous period and decided to rest in class for a few minutes whilst the class dispersed. Then, I past the toilet and decided to go in to check if i stained myself because of the cramps. Then, the pain came again, much more pain this time. I had to sit on the toilet bowl, in agony. There was no one else to help me because the rest were already downstairs. My friend from 1E3 came and i seek ed her help. I forgot to bring extra pads and had to get hers. She went back to her class before coming back with the pad. At that point of time, i was already sweating and it was hard to even stand still. I changed out of the dirty pad and it was around time. Just when I washed my hands and collected my bag, the bell had already rung. I know it was wrong of me for not telling anyone where I was, but there was seriously no one from our class to help. I will be responsible for me actions, and I'm terribly sorry. I guarantee there will not be a second time, but this is all nature's doings.
hahaha. (: am i smart or what :D Girls are always at advantage cus we have CRAMPS :D

east coast

2007-10-15T20:05:00.000+08:00

daddy brought us to east coast today. :D he's office is closed for today in lieu of hari raya. :D anyway, i wanted to fish with him, but since zhiting came along, we went blading instead. haha, anyway, right after lunch, the rain came. ^%^%#&(@&@$! and then we were soaked. -.P great1. rented the skates, with mr hotguy(zhiting and i thought he was hot, but boyfriend HOTTEST) assisting us. :D best uh, slippery roads and zhiting was practically grumbling the whole journey from mac donalds to bedok jetty. we were off to look for papa you see. ;D anyway. yea. her brother's blades were wayyy tooo big and it was hard for her to control on the wet ground. she fell like five? six? times, ye? BUT SHE DIDN'T LAUGH WHEN SHE FELL! omg. the fun-est part of blading is to fall down, laughing. but anyway. the hills were fun to go up and down and up and down. :D we managed to find papa, but he bloody didn't hook anything up. haha. then my blades were due in an hour or so, so we bladed back. hahaha. this time, with more fun cus i was getting the hang of it and so was zhiting. (: ohhhhh. then back to the rentals', mr hotguy helped me remove the blades cus i was SOAKED, DRENCHED, WET.
mrhg: wa. so hard-core ah?
me: ? huh?
mrhg: blade in the rain la, hard core.
me: oh. hahahaha, yea. return blades what.
mrhg: haha. hardcore.
funny. and i swear zhiting was noticing/looking out for him at mac donalds! :D hahahahahahhaha.
i'm gonna miss yantin... :(

BUT I SWEAR MY BOYFRIEND IS WAY HOTTER THAN HIM. :D

reflections

2007-10-14T01:18:00.000+08:00

i know this picture shouldn't be here. but i just can't help it. it reminds me of that all so fun day. i remembered us cam-whoring without sick huiying cus she didn't turn up to school. our class invaded the humanities room and we had our seats at the back of the class, the back door area. she brought the camera she found in a toilet at some place and we started taking mass pictures. there was even one on me emo-ing. -.P and baby smiling at her messages. i just cannot forget for it was once so much fun with her around. the only turn off she had was her attitude.. she's just spoilt rich. it's life. they're just born rich. whilst others are of average family background. anyway, i was going through my august chat log and i really miss the friends i was once so closed to.

you'd never understand my secret.

trashgirl

2007-10-13T22:29:00.000+08:00

LOL! just returned from church. (: hehehe. slept over at regina's yesterday after going to marina for subway. (: training was great and i thank god for answering my prayer. (: nevertheless, i'd still pray every night! (: anyway. the sleepover was totally unplanned, so i didn't have the chance to bring my inhaler along. luckily, no wheezing. (: slept at 2 plus while reg slept like 6 am or smth. -.P hahahaha. i came home whilst she was sleepingg. (: left a cute note for her in the phone tho. gawh. hazel lee's so sweet man. anyway. 7uncle fetched me home, so sweet! and we talked about the taiwan journey reg! (: okay. we were shopping and i've already targeted on quite a number of pairs of shoes to grab. (: HOHOHO! the guest speaker today in church was fab, thumbs up dudt. hahahaha. talking about sex, masturbation and a lot. (: HOHOHO. okay. like those casual talks. about people masturbating nowadays because they don't get love, attention and stuff from other people and yeah. (: well, he said
' i know of some people sitting here who hates themselves ' honestly speaking. why hate? since you're brought into this world, then live with it, to the fullest. why resort to ending your life in misery? LOL!

whisper session during singing to each other's ear.
jo: what are you looking at?
zel: nothing
jo: are you stoning?
zel: no, I'm rocking.
jo: what's rocking
zel: the opposite of stoning
-laughs to herself-
jo: you know what?
zel: yes?
jo: you're damn lame!
zel: i know, thank you.
-gives the OHMYFUCKINGGODFACE-

emos.

2007-10-08T18:45:00.000+08:00

right. the exams are finally over, officially. and that's a good thing. well, the disadvantage is that my volleyball practice resumes as usual and i was such a pighead to not go today. oh right. blame it on the digestive bug in me today. was fucking in pain dudt. it was the excruciating pain. explained myself to miss seah, got the excuse, and left the school with yuen. although he did agree to walk me home, i guess he just had to spend more time with his girl. nawh dudt. i seriously don't mind. ahaha. could see the guilt in him when he pangsei-ed me. (: so cute lah he. the pain comes and goes. and comes and goes. the moment i stepped into the door, it came. rushed straight to the toilet for the release of my bowels. (: yes. and the house phone rang NON STOP for the whole 15 mins i was in the toilet, releasing and showering. :D heh. i REALLY was damn scared louis would be awoken. the second i stepped into the room with my towel wrapped around my body, haha. i called boyfriend. expected- he was waiting outside, with the thought that i had fainted. -.P hugged him like right away cus he was the pain relief. :D now i know how it feels like to see someone you love, and he, having the ability to take away your sorrows. we made out and stuff at my doorstep and he went back to school to sit for the last two papers. was preparing myself a slice of cheesecake when baby called to say they were outside. (: haha. yes. i was freaking touched cus they made the effort to come from school to see how i was doing. (:
louis woke up and headed to school while we made our way to whitesands.
OMG. at the library, this psycho was watching 'pornography' on the computers they provided. GOD, FUCK MAN. mind pollution, and OH FUCK. he's like a nerd uh, guess he was really steaming. -.P and taufik was being gay, touching his friends, pinching his nipples. HONESTLY, the steamed one would definitely be taufik. (:

neglect is not the right word baby.
it makes it sound like i've done something grave.
it's not the lack of courage to express myself.
sometimes, i just don't know how to entertain.
i love you baby.
don't ever say i'm neglecting you. ever.

UPDATES :D

2007-10-05T13:09:00.000+08:00

oh yea. F.I.N.A.L.L.Y. FINALLY the grueling exam days are over. although we have an upcoming one like on monday, it's lame uh. cus its like only grammar and spelling. -.P
anyway. this whole week without seeing boyfriend(except yesterday, unexpectedly) :(
so yea. i'm super uber gonna hang out with him tmrw uh! :D and we're getting juel's birthday present :D wheee. i'm gonna be super sweet and give her something cool. :D cus juel's cool :D
ohkay lame. but it rhymes. :D hohoho. i got my phone back from mr gng. omg. i can like totally be friends with him now that i serve PCs almost every single day. HAHAHA. and, uh. conflict with yangwenn again. gah. dont wanna talk about it. dont wanna end up flaming her. just that seriously, her words can be soooooo 'innocent' and stuffs. and yea. not for you people to know anyway. (:
all right. we're like crashing at yantin's house and stuff. gawh. like severe motion sickness man. D: goddamit! ohhh. hazel lee pei shi has SERIOUSLY decided to go all-so-good and i completed reading two books in four days. not the A-B-C-ed books that kiddos read. but about murders and sex. :D hohoho. all right lah. not seriously all about sex. but. still :D
zhiting: you're flaming her already lah.
me: didn't really flame.
zhiting: a bit only laaaaaaaaaa~
zhiting: yes. you're flaming her!
*laughsandtrystospeakagain*
LOL! omg. like major pootness. (: and the BIG FAT NO BRAIN FLAMER IS DEAD. hahaha. i welcome that asshole back in my tagboard, seriously. like such bad-foundation of english! LOL! and then trying to be ang moh and everything. -.P
& people, if you dont like me just because of the insult of netballers, then sorry. cus the whole matter was misinterpreted. (:

the days without boyf are shit.

b!tch

2007-09-29T22:34:00.000+08:00

to passers: yes. i really thank you for all the comments you tag. seriously, nothing can change me. so try harder yea. i'd never, never change for losers, down-to-earth creatures like you. do not try talking to me about attitude. doesn't work man. let me define, attitude.
attitude.
1. manner, disposition, feeling, position, etc., with regard to a person or thing; tendency or orientation, esp. of the mind: a negative attitude; group attitudes.
2. position or posture of the body appropriate to or expressive of an action, emotion, etc.: a threatening attitude; a relaxed attitude.
yea. attitude problem you say?
Many parents assume that attitude isn't something that develops until the preadolescence or teen years. But times have changed, and any parent paying attention now realizes that even a four-year-old can have all the full-blown symptoms of a bad attitude. And boy, can they make us miserable: their sass, back talk, and greedy, manipulative, bossy, and even defiant ways let us know in no uncertain terms that these little critters are on the road to poor character and a lack of moral intelligence – not to mention the damage their attitude can do to your family harmony. So don't think for a minute that bad attitude starts only when kids start watching MTV, talking on cell phones, sending instant e-mail messages, and playing video games.
Of course, they don't start out that way: the onset of a bad attitude has usually begun with smaller but definitely annoying actions – a whiny tone, a fresh comment, or a quiet rebuttal of an adult's request. Parents usually assumed their kids' conduct was "just a phase" or a single slip, and let it slide. And there lies our mistake. If not nipped early, this ailment spreads easily. Do beware: bad attitudes are highly contagious. If there are other siblings in the house, chances are they will catch it, too.
One thing is clear: there does seem to be an epidemic of overindulged, demanding, rude kids with attitudes, and everyone seems to agree. Lawmakers, doctors, clergy, businesspeople, educators, parents, and the general public alike have voiced their concerns about the growing breed of overindulged youth. Just review some of the troubling facts in the Bad Attitude News Alerts scattered throughout this book (Don't Give Me That Attitude by Michele Borba, Ed.D.).
Kids with bad attitude come in all sizes, both genders, all ages, and all cultures. They can be rich or poor; reside in rural, urban, or suburban areas; attend private or public school; have multiple siblings or be only children; live with a single parent or with both. The diversity of their lives seems to have little bearing on whether they acquire the dreaded ailment, although there is one factor that clearly is the greatest predictor for getting the disease: kids were allowed to develop the bad attitude without opposition, and because there was no resistance or reaction, these bad attitudes flourished and grew.
now you know what the fuck is attitude problem. maybe i do possess some great points. but ye. why not try scrolling down reading this?

!. a. One that fails to win: the losers of the game.
b. One who takes loss in a specified way: a graceful loser; a poor loser.
c. One that fails consistently, especially a person with bad luck or poor skills: "losers at home seeking wealth and glory in undeveloped countries" (Arthur M. Schlesinger, Jr.)
d. One that is bad in quality: That book is a real loser.

2. a. One that fails consistently, especially a person with bad luck or poor skills: "losers at home seeking wealth and glory in undeveloped countries" (Arthur M. Schlesinger, Jr.)
b. One that is bad in quality: That book is a real loser.
see the bold-ed words? they so totally describe you. (:
thank you for making me smile. (; BIG FAT LOSER.

Life

2007-09-28T16:35:00.000+08:00

Omfg. The exams are like coming in like three days. :( & so is our anniversary. (: Anyway people, my phone was confiscated by Mr Gng two days back. Cus i went to meet yuen with miss teo's pass. He personally came to my class to find me. & yuen's like just behind him so yea, first thought, SHIT. But yea, we both got slapped with eight days of PC. (: gah. and i completed four days already. :D another four days. But both mom and dad don't know about it. Cannot, i repeat, CANNOT let them know. I'd die know. Gah. But it's all right, i can still survive with the sim card me and baby's sharing. (: I LOVE BABY. (:
anyway, i quarrelled with Yantin.
Guy issue again. Well, I just don't understand why she is bringing everything too fast. But whatever, I don't care. Not that I don't care about you, Yantin, sometimes, you just don't want to listen to us & you think you're doing something productive. But, this is your life, i'd let you live it the way you want, won't interfere and won't bother, from now on.
Baby:
It's exactly 28 days since we're together,
but it's as if we knew each other longer than that.
You're the only one who can take my breath away.
And we both can blow our insecurities away. (:

uoouooo

2007-09-22T11:49:00.000+08:00

uooo. this is so random toot. anyway. we had super duper uber a lot of fun yesterday cus we made cookie cakes :D
AHAHA. well, it got that name cus it turned out to be a cake more of a cookie :D
ahaha. first timers man. we gotta take our chances.
well, out of all those people who were crashing at ying's house yesterday, only me, huiying, zhiting and zihao were hanging around the baking area :D
huiying almost screwed everything up by ALMOST POURING WATER in the mixture.
yes. -.p
and i thank god that she didn't do it uh. if not we might all end up vomiting or something.
OHH! we didn't had diarrhoea, instead, I KEPT FARTING YESTERDAY NIGHT!
omg. that must have been the cause man. ahahha. anyway, i was over at zhiting's house.
here was the plan:
- ton to do WORK.
-ton to REVISE
-bought caffeine to keep us awake
-listen to music
-sing
-do work till 4 am and walk over to dte for breakfast meal

in the end?
YES YES. we completed the five of the six. just that everything got ruined when we decided to have a 'rest' after playing POKEMON/NEOPET OFF LIGHT game.
-.p
and she bloody managed to throw the figurine to off the lights. -.P
after two turns. & i failed to throw them all. -.P
fine. she has better accuracy skills.
OHYEA.
yesterday, yangwenn wasn't with us :D

update.

2007-09-16T16:14:00.000+08:00

Monday

meeting

2007-09-09T20:43:00.000+08:00

oh my god. (: Saturday was love man (: went for the meeting, did not much uh. just some greetings for chun, & mich & chings were doing up the gifts for jiro and lun (: oh my oh my. GRAND PIANOOOO. :D
& then we headed for the game exhibition at sentec city's convention hall. (: uoo. we went there cus irelyn said she wanted to get something. it was bloody cool in there uh. they had wii displays. and woh woh woh. (: F.A.B.U.L.O.U.S.
(: wahahaha. mich was emoing the whole trip till we decided to pop into the grand piano hall to have a peep (:
like haukskgbe. super cool uh. this little girl in white. she played the piano super well lah. i mean, if it were me, i guess my fingers would probably just bang bang bang. ahaha. i have no brain-finger coordination. :(
rawr. we parted from the gang, heading for dhouby. (; supposed to meet baby there. but he was in church, so we roamed around. shocking news: i totally saw wilson. the css2 guy? yea. totally, was practically staring at him cus i thought he looked bloody familiar. heh.
and then we were flaming about khim. that girl? from css1? yep. totally.
gawh. note to all, plaza singapura only has good golden village and nothing else. (: ahaha. oh yea. and good yamaha stores. (: wee. cus me and reg were roaming the outlet of yamaha & we were totally attracted to the red drum set. CHERRY RED OKAY.
so attention seeking. JUST LIKE THE RED SKINNYS. hah! okay, then i spotted this american flagged-like electric guitar and started laughing at it cus i thought baby would really like it if he were there.
messaged to tell him we were at yamaha, when we journeyed to the score book place. we met while reg was playing the piano. she was TRYING HER VERY BEST TO PLAY yi ge ren liu lang ahaha. the chorus, she kinda FORGOT how it went. ahaha.
then baby came telling me that the american flagged-like guitar was the one he liked.
OMG. ahaha. again. my copydoot. (:
we headed to starbucks, ordered mocha frapp & vanilla latte, before settling down to know each other. apparently, all of us were giving ideas and suggestions to the topic. omg. coolness uh. (:
baby had to go home. and we headed to parkmall to crash. omg. super fun. cus we kept choosing cool/retro/nice stuffs although we seriously couldnt afford. :( rawr.
we went back to the cathay. omg. like three quarter the pond of parrot fishes were gone. AHAHAHA. they must have been so disheartened that me and reg left that they all died! how touching! :D:D
ALL RIGHT. went home at 11pm, after mocking at the horny woman who was fondling with her boyfriend but he had no effect. :D ahah. dumb shit.

comments

2007-09-07T22:11:00.000+08:00

right.
some people just can't seem to get this shit in their heads.
this is MY blog. & the comments you leaving my tagboard are unessential.
yes. get that right. it's my life. if you really have some god damn issues about it, then that's your absolute problem.
seriously, those comments are commented cus you're jealous.
hah. well, i'm an egofreako(according to boyf) & so, accept it this way uh. & i won't change into the way you want me to.
like me, hate me. none of my business.
i repeat, it's none of my frigging business.
& puh-lease, you seriously have no rights to interfere since you are in no way related to me.

&& to the people who dislike joel. well, stop it uh. like EVERYONE senses the sarcasm in you uh. think it's cool bursting one's bubble?
try it on joel and me, they'd never work.
and i mean, never.

imposer

2007-09-06T20:04:00.000+08:00

Attention:
Apparently, there is some imposer in my tagboard, self-proclaiming that he/she's called Hazel, too. Oh well, maybe it's because he/she has the lowest self esteem one can have to impost as me cus he/she ain't the least proud of his/her god-given name. Well, it's all right. This proves that he/she looks up upon me. Great. (: Please, do not sense the sarcasm in me. Truth to be told, I was quite surprised when he/she used my name. Haha. And you could tell the difference between me and imposer from the way the words are being typed out. I do not type kuku languages like imposer. Correct, i do self proclaim 'princess' but i do not say and have never once said that i looked like a princess. So, haha imposer, you lost.
& also, this is MY blog, i'm free to post whatever i want. And you can't stop me imposer. Idk how you came in here, but i guess we're connected in some way. But whichever the case, i do not care. If i were to seriously detest yantin, i would have LONG AGO bitch about her here. Yet, i do not. So, it's kind of obvious it's your one sided issue.
Hah. You must be gloating at yourself now. For being such a dumbshit. Ohyea. Try dhissh lanuagge, maybbii iit wouldd helpp euuuuu next tiimee.
Hah, Fagot.

camp

2007-09-05T20:01:00.000+08:00

hell that camp shit man.
it was ballz boring uhh. -.p
luckily i brought my phone (: AHAHA.
so i was messaging and talking to baby on the line. (: hee.
& i was almost caught by the trainers for that. -.p
right.
okay, the day started off real bad cus they grouped me out of the other girls.
how wonderous. and then it came.
different dorms and ~~dorm hopping~~
GREATER news.
& so, i was practically emoing the whole day cus bee wasn't at camp with me and boyf was at home. -.p
great. and then when i had a look at the camp plan.
(middle finger)
yes.
omfg. super pissed.
but ivan DID help in the cheering up. ahaha.
&& i bloody ate alot during camp.
ALTHO i skipped the darned supper, i was still BLOOOOATED!!!
& like i swear i won't eat for the next two days. (:
all right.
i need diet plans. rawr.

boyf *hahhh*

when someone falls in love...

she reads a message...

& then...

smiles to herself :DDD

(:

2007-09-03T14:32:00.000+08:00

the start of the holidays and i wake up at nine.
marvellous. right. hmmm. (: this week is like full uhhh .
im having camp for the NEXT TWO bloody days.
and then i'm out on thursday, friday and saturday and sunday.
uhhh. there's meeting and i seriously dont wanna gooo .
but since reg is going then. uhh. just go lah.
(:
all right. i have nothing much to post about.
i guess the next post'd be about the camp.
the boring boring camp.
right.

(:

2007-09-02T21:26:00.000+08:00

tayyantin is the funnest person to go out with cus we bought our supergirl tshirts together! (:
HEHEHEHEE. i love bee. i'm glad god arranged us to meet lah bee.
(:
you know that i'm always here for you right.

today

2007-08-31T18:58:00.000+08:00

i didn't go back for the celebrations. cus no one really went, but those who went called me super a lot of times to go back. so i came up with this plain dumb excuse that i broke my leg today while walking down the stairs. and ohmygod. they really believed. (: AHAHA. so cute sia.
especially claire. -.p
ahahaha. dumb. and darrance, sorry uh. i had to think of smth cus i was lazy to go there.
and baby was quite moody about her primary school best mate, then she came looking for me.
met her and we went to dte. i cheered her up by giving the retarded face so yea. i know what my baby wants. (:
hehehehee.
went up with the guys at whitesands and ohmygod.
all become so tall.
i ate so much today i can not eat for the next three days.
i will TAHAN laaaaa!!
rawrr.

randoms

2007-08-30T20:15:00.000+08:00

well, this is gonna be superbly random cus idk what to post about! well! anyway, it seems like we're kinda not allowed to go back to coral for idk what frigging reason. and so, i'll be spending my time at home right after school.
GREAT .
anyway. today was height and weight.
OHMYFUCKINGGAWD.
i'm FAT! F-A-T!
dieting ISSSSSSSSSSSS needed manzxzxx!
rawrr. i just dont understand how people can eat and gourge themselves with junk and not get F-A-T.
-.p
don't understand. oh fuck.
how long am i gonna stick to this only one quarter breakfast diet man.
shit manxzzzz.
this sucks.
another.... AHHH!
CENSORED!

training

2007-08-28T20:59:00.000+08:00

hmmm. training didn't start off good but subsequently, i begged coach to train me. (:
& he did! yay. he thought me how to dig toward the wall.
oh well, it might be UOO UOO. so simple for you to say. well, try it. (:
today's record: 34. (: hmm. it's my target now. (:
and then he taught me how to dig PROPERLY . hmmm. i still cannot really receive my first ball well, but he is soo patient he is willing to train me. (:
lets see, lets see.
ohya. i totally whacked this ncc guy's nippys today with the HARD white volleyball.
RAHAHAHA. well, zhiting didn't spike perfectly well, and then i did not take it perfectly well too. and it rebonded off my hands and landed chest flat on his breast. (: although he was wearing his uni, could see that he was in great pain. but sorry lah. you know sometimes people gotta unwind. and so they laugh at something really funny. (:
SO I BURST MY ASS OFF LAUGHING AT THE GUY.
whooops. all right luhhh.
i'm SINCERELY SORRY UH .
and those guys sitting at the study corner. i hit them with a lot of my ballzzzzxz too. (:
WHOOPS!
sorry uh.

this sucks

2007-08-27T19:46:00.000+08:00

it sucks big time if i cannot do anything at all during trainings .
yea. someone already replaced me .
it has already gotten me all demoralized.
RIGHT. now that my fame has miraculously decreased , these people must be so super delighted.
anyway . i'm gonna fight for my position in the main six team although it may seem impossible cus i'm invincible in coach's surrounding.
well, i'm gonna get the courage soon and it'll help me.
for tomorrow's training.
i will really get the shit out of my ass and chiong into main six.
don't ask me to strive hard cus it's sympathy. i ain't needy for that.
i'm making a comeback real soon.
i swear.
& i'll gain back all the trust i lost .
i hope.
sometimes, it's not for me to decide if you really wanna dislike me. you know.

rawr

2007-08-24T16:49:00.000+08:00

the girls heard me snoreeeeeeeee.
SNORT!
ahahahaahhaa. :D
oh well. nothing much to post .
anyway, i got super demoralized by the coach ytd, then i ERRRR . cried -________-
and errr. nothing much to that. just that i got suaned by everyone today about it. :@
rawrrr. and i gave my swwwweeeeeeet handmade card to that damned joelsim. WHEN HE FORGOT TO BRING MINE.
rawwwwrrrrrr.
that suckerrr!
and yes yes. due to the circumstances that zhiting is beside me,
i have to POST to BOAST that she did something really touching after school cus she came shoving me a letter she wrote to the girls.
volleyball girls that is. and errrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
all i can say is that her handwritting has yet to improve.
AHAHAHHA.
but she claims that she TRIEDDDDDDD HERRR BESSSSST~~~
uhhh uhhhh~~~~~~
TRUEEEE~
and she had typo errors in it too!
AHAHAHAH.
but it was touching lah.
for her lah .
but the pple reading it. it's just words of encouragement :D
NO LAH! got lah we got cheered up.
and. i have to comment.
ENG ZHITING CANNOT TRANSLATE ENGLISH TO CHINESE.
(:

im sorry girls.

2007-08-21T21:46:00.000+08:00

hazel lee is dedicating this post to all of my volleyball peers.

i'm terribly sorry for my attitude today.

i don't know what was wrong lah .

i guessed it was because of the lack of seriousness you all possessed today.

worst still, the person who whacked my head with the ball didn't apologise.

what i mean is that.

at least have the basic courtesy to apologize lah. my god. will it take your life.
and obviously, who in the right mind would be humble if she cannot find the mood to do servicing, and just gets whacked in the head while helping her mate get a ball.
okay, i don't wish to persue this matter any further although my head hurts.
anyway. i really hope that you girls can at least put in the effort and try to help out with me and zhiting during the next training.
girls, we have to cherish the coach that is coming here for us every training.
he is really putting in the effort to help us improve and there you girls go, showing him the least of respect .
of course, i won't wanna name you out here. but you know who you are.
also, call this post a bossing post, whatever.
i hope you girls treat him well and not show him the bloody pissed face you are facing.
i understand you are pissed off. but his naggings are all ways you can improve btr.
maybe i'm being too bossy.
(:
sorry girls.
make this the first and last (:
iloveyougirls <3

what if i say i don't like you anymore.

ignatius, i'm sorry

2007-08-18T00:32:00.000+08:00

ignatius, i'm sorry lah.
i really didn't mean to blame you. and i was seriously joking.
i don't know why you'd say you won't talk to me as often.
i don't know what made you feel that way.
right, some factors.
i understand, and thus, won't pursue.
(: ignatius. hotstuff forever. (:
you & ayuni are like angels god sent to me, (:
there's this trust in me, i guess.
just so you know, i hope we'll be like last time.
joking and cursing each other. :D
thats the real ignatius i'm talking about.
if it's because of * and you don't wanna let me know, it's all right.
(:
i love you okay.
:DD

yantin: sorry baby if i made you pissed off at whitesands. (:
ahahah. i edited the pictures. grab them from friendster. (:
iloveyoutoo.

uh huh

2007-08-17T18:42:00.000+08:00

i do not need a brain surgery, joel sim [chinese name]
and ignatius was such an ass to tell james about our secret.
i don't know if *'s ignoring me. but. yea. i think * is.
oh crap.
i'm sooooo mixed up now. okay. i won't tell * that i think i like *
omg. what crap is this.
i don't know.
* has the power to make me feel that way .
i wonder if i'd get returned feelings..
guess not.

physics

2007-08-15T20:21:00.000+08:00

i swear i'll go off after this post. cus i wanna go and study my physics. omg. i totally suck at it can. at least i paid attention for the lesson today, one whole hour, and i managed to answer the questions :D
cool ey . i believe i can do it (: go ! :D
anw, it's been a long time since donut called me tree. :D ahahha.
& tuitioning tammy was cool (: realized she super like pretty . vainpok. ahahhaa.
i'm gonna be on a diet for the whole week's break in sep, i swear. i'll get gastrics, but i don't care.
nahahaha. (:
matt's on top , mine's below (:

training

2007-08-14T20:37:00.000+08:00

uooo.
i actually went for pc with woman and rishon today. although i alrdy took back my phone.
didn't actually pangseh-ed zhiting. well, she didn't wanna follow us you see. :D
ahahaha. then we served late pc .
from 3-4.
at first it was outside the HOD room.
me and ayuni played and played and played.
i got rishon to help me with the english worksheet.
but i got do okay .
then i learned malay.
i totally tried reading it, guess i failed. :( ugh. so tough lah. sakolah- school :D
direct translation :D
okay! so we went for training late.
:( nvm we're fast people. caught up in no time! :D:D
and so, we trained and trained and trained.
did spiking! :D omg. i totally loved it. although my spikes are not so nice, i decided. IM TAKING SPIKING !
my god. spikers are cool!
just like me. :D
ahahaha.

ALL HAIL!

2007-08-12T21:35:00.000+08:00

HAILING IN PROCESS :D:D:D
ignatius tham> hazel lee> nur ayuniyanti!
we're hotstuff!

back home

2007-08-12T19:12:00.000+08:00

uhhh.
im back home.
and tmrw's the day i get my phone.
wooo. (:
i hope mr gng will just stop nagging (:
NAHAHAHAHA.
hmmm. zi isn't online. although i read his offline message (:
ok. sonria pasta is up now.
guess i will be watching the repeat ltr cus im sure i wont be able to sleep (:
ahaha.
guess its not good.
i vowed that i wont go out to spend money for the next one month so i can buy the havainas with my nonsensical friend. (:
(: (:
school tmrw!

hazel is bored.

2007-08-11T19:18:00.000+08:00

ohmygod.
im like alone in this apartment.
apparently, regina neo is at soda green's concert.
jasmine and lester had gone to cold storage to buy ingredients for the steamboat later.
and, michelle jiejie just went out with her boyfriend,
(: hehee.
snoop is with me,
we're like just staring at each other.
aww. cute.
(:
this trip, snoop totally dont remember me, kept barking at me.
hmm. made me scared and so, i couldnt really play with it.
i could only bribe him with treats (: ahaha. but gave v little lah.
hmm. i totally cam whored just now with the webcam lester yong has. (:
ahahah.
hmmm. im in front of the tv and typing this out.
it's um. love engagment now on channel 56.
omg. now i think zhang jia bao is totally cool~
ahaha.
and and! THERE'S NO ONE ONLINE FOR ME TO TALK TO!

!@#$%^&^%$#

movie marathon

2007-08-11T02:35:00.000+08:00

great. look at the time now.
it's already staurday, 0238h.
great, i'm at jasmine's apartment.
hmmm. i guess i'd just fall to the bed aft typing this.
regina neo was super kind today to fetch me from training
nahaha. too bad the vb guys didnt see, if not i think they'd want her number since the girls thinks too that she is pretty (:
compliment sey!
okay. thing is,
our main motive is to convince mother to let me stay over till sunday.
(:
damn it. i didnt eat since last dinner.
and my last appropriate meal today was at sushi tei at about 730?
great.
we kinda went to vivo for dinner.
then we were roaming the pet safari when we were about to head the roads home, the couple happily decided to watch a movie.
since reg already watched secret, and i already watched rush hour 3 and alone, we kinda decided to watch 881.
ahahahha. then lester long smartly made a last minute decision to watch the bourne ultimatum.
(:
omg, 881 is fucking hilarious.
it's the family show lah.
damn funny,
it ended at like 1125?
then the bourne ultimatum was at 1155.
aahahahha.
cool ey.
movie marathon.
omg. omg.
the bourne is like the nicest show i've ever seen lah.
the stunt guy was super pro.
i even thought it was btr than any jackie chan's movies.
watch it, you seriously won't regret.
& the main point about this post is that i wanted to emphasize on how good the movie was.
seriously, its good.
6 out of 5.
(:

marina, national day

2007-08-10T00:56:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.
i was last minute dated out by kenneth. (: birthday boy.
damn it. he totally ruined his own surprise cus last night, at ard 1210, he im-ed me asking what day it was.
yalah. i know. his birthday. but i was waiting till it turned 1214 then i im him.
dumb and retarded. he ruined the surprise himself.
anw, im like typing ultra fast now cus im like freaking tired and i wanna sleep alr.
just wanna update you guys cus hazel lee is super kind.
ANYWAY, we watched rush hour 3.
i guess we were kinda late for the movie. by a few minutes. but managed to get the storyline.
hmmmm. i guess i was too tired cus i slept at ard 1 smth, and i was awoke at 930.
!!!
ughh!
whatever. hmmm. so i was fidgeting around the seat.
guess it pissed the people sitting next to me.
then, we went to carl's jr for hmm. dinner.
i didnt eat cus i totally induced myself with auntie annes'
hahaha. cinnamon sugar. shoick (:
back at the swimming pool.
bryan chan was so kind to accompany me cus i didnt wanna go home.
and we talked from 10 to 11 plus.
(: he got nagged at by his mom.
i came home and received a lecture from dad.
all in all.
today was fun (:
thanks bra! :D:D

dinner

2007-08-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

dinner with iggy at the minimart was super nonsensical.
:D
cus we were crapping.
talked ALOT of girls and guys.
and we kept. hmm. crapping.
yeaa.
and shit oh shit.
no one's free tmr!

hazel lee pei shi is pretty

2007-08-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

kaijie:-
brother! i put it up. :D:D

tree princess. [: says:
EH .
tree princess. [: says:
you finally said hi to me :D:D:D
IGfusion DAKAfusion XD says:
lols cos i saw u wad
IGfusion DAKAfusion XD says:
somemore so close
IGfusion DAKAfusion XD says:
i not 100% blind xD
tree princess. [: says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.
IGfusion DAKAfusion XD says:
haha. hmm wad shld i say? =P
tree princess. [: says:
HAZEL LEE PEI SHI IS PRETTY
tree princess. [: says:
:D:D
IGfusion DAKAfusion XD says:
haha. HAZEL LEE PEI SHI IS SUPPPPPPERRRRRRRRBBBly PRETTY
tree princess. [: says:
REALLY?
tree princess. [: says:
:D
IGfusion DAKAfusion XD says:
HELLYEAH! (=
tree princess. [: says:
ok!
tree princess. [: says:
its gonna be up in my blog.
tree princess. [: says:
:D:D:D:D

see. i told you i was pretty . :)

confiscated phone

2007-08-06T19:37:00.000+08:00

iya. my phone kinda got confiscated by miss toh.
oh well. i was dumb lah, smsing in the open.
i just hope that she can keep to what she promised me, not to tell mrs wong.
cus i dont want mrs wong to keep my phone for a long period...
oh well...
i miss my phone.
oh. [edited from bottom]
i kinda got distracted just now. hahaha.
anyway. im super bored and my internet is lagging the shit out of me.
as i was saying, i totally don't blame miss toh. cus i think she is a super nice woman. (: and a teacher too. i just hope she doesn't change the way i think of her now...
as from tmrw lah.
i really dont want mrs wong to know. that's all (:
anyway, im bored. and i'm super tired.
i slept at 2 am.
i was watching channel 56, was expecting sonria pasta at like 1am but it was still tiancai.
-_____________________-
but 5566 damn funny. (: ahhahahaha.
and i gave up at 2am.
i watched sonria for half an hour and totally died.
the next morning. my damn phone rang and i was awakened.
worst thing.
even mom was still sleeping. ahahha. i had to wake her up too. -______________-
i'm like meeting huiying tmrw at 655... and i hope i wont be late lor.
(: hope so.
i'm jio-ing people to go out on national day NIGHT.
free?

im special

2007-08-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

i'm special all right.

Matthias. you should let me love you says:
(:
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
but princess hazel lee the tree aka yellow looks too special to be sec 1
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
uh.
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
to different from the rest
tree princess. [: says:
yea. cus im now like 13.666787878 years old.
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
haha
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
i guess so ^^
tree princess. [: says:
hahahahha.
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
is a good thing know
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
its*
tree princess. [: says:
what do you mean special ?
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
as in the rest dont look as special as you lo
tree princess. [: says:
OH.
tree princess. [: says:
HAZEL LEE AKA PRINCESS AKA TREE AKA YELLOW AKA ZI is speciall...........
tree princess. [: says:
:D
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
yes (:
tree princess. [: says:
(: yay!

i met reginaneoxinyi today at ikea, fate (:

tired sey

2007-08-04T14:36:00.000+08:00

my god. i'm like fghjk tired today laaaa. yamate wasn't completed cus ma wasn't here. CENTRAL attraction wasn't here lei. YA- -TE.
-______________-
maaaaa! you laaa. nvr come. see laaa. so incomplete.
we were introduced to the new coaches. :DD
mr swiss and a super cheena man. he's called. errrm. huat? aka, teo .
HAHAH.
he kpet training us and training us.
obviously, i kena-ed mr cheena teo and there's smth bothering me.
he always mummers to himself. uooo. scary. and i think he hates me alot cus on one occasion, i tossed the ball into the basket and then his face appeared out of no where, and the ball landed on the face.
BUT I WASN'T ON PURPOSE.
he was fucking angry.
whooops.
all in all, today's training was very new to us.
and, surprisingly, i enjoyed it.
okay, despite the fact the new shoes made my leg hurt like fjkhgkjgfkhj.
still, :D
& king vomitted! so he didn't come...
yamate baby!

baby!

boredom

2007-08-04T00:52:00.000+08:00

it's like 00.53.13. i surfed some blogs, and came over sheena's.
so, here it goes (:

I miss someone right now
I dont watch TV these days not as much.
I love olives
I own alot of books
I wear glasses or contact lenses
I love to play video games
I have been in a threesome
I have been in the psycho- ex in a past relationship
I believe honesty is usually the best policy
I curse sometimes
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
I'm TOTALLY smart
I've broken someone's bones
I hate the rain
I'm paranoid at times
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free
I need money right now
I love sushi
I talk, really, really fast
I have lost money in Las Vegas
I have at least one sibling
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
I like the way I look
I've lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
I am usually pessimisticI have mood swings
I have a hidden talent
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I've had
I am currently single
I have pecked someone of the same sex
I enjoy talking on the phone
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
I love to shop yea, until I get super tired or see completely nothing i like
I enjoy window shopping
I would rather shop than eat cos you spend money in both situations, but you get actually stuff AND satisfaction when you shop, whereas you get satisfaction AND FAT when you eat
I don't hate anyone, I dislike them
I'm a pretty good dancer
I have a cell phone
I've rejected someone before
I currently like someone
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
I want to have children in the future
I have changed a diaper before
I have called cops on a friend before
I'm not allergic to anything
I have a lot to learn
I have been with someone at least 10 yrs older or younger
I'm online 24/7.
I enjoy some country music
I would die for my best friends
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
I watch soap operas whenever
I canI'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
I have dated a close friend's ex
I like surveys
I am happy at this moment
I am obssesed with guys
I am punk rockish
I am preppy
I go for older guys/girls, not younger
I study for tests most of the time
I tie showlaces differently from anyone I've met
I am comfortable with who I am right now
I have more than just my ears pierced
I walk barefoot whenever I can
I can't stick to a diet
I talk in my sleep apparently
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid
I only clean my room when necessary

new skin

2007-08-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

ugh. yea. i know. this skin is totally undone up all right.
give me time lah. need to adjust to the reformated fucking computer.
you see, it not only does not have chinese words for me to type in, it doesn't allow me to access into chinese websites, or even open contents with chinese words.
on that, i'm already freaking pissed.
plus, the other skin that i did up just now was superb!
but, seems like the designer screwed her codes and the posts were all over the page.
-.-
anyway, this skin is super temporary,
first, JASMINE LEE! i need the skin laaa!
second, i need music.
third, cookies is disabled in this fucking computer.
forth, i can't go into cbox, flashbox.
fifth, i only use this thingy to post.
sixth, and thus i don't need so many many links.
seventh, regina neo, i don't need to link you cus i can rmb your link like by heart and body.
eighth, i'm unhappy with you cus i haven't seen you for three damn weeks and you still go for tank's recording.
rawh.

typical cam whore. :D

suck

2007-07-31T20:49:00.000+08:00

i suck at playing match, with this fucking injured leg .

convo:

Matthias. you should let me love you says:
know what my name means?
shrimps and crap . (: says:
no..
shrimps and crap . (: says:
what it means??
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
it means..
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
gift from God
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
^^
shrimps and crap . (: says:
REALLY!
shrimps and crap . (: says:
OMG.
shrimps and crap . (: says:
thats totally cool1
shrimps and crap . (: says:
!
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
yep (:
shrimps and crap . (: says:
ok. princess is the word god made me type while creating the account.
shrimps and crap . (: says:
COOL
shrimps and crap . (: says:
HAHAHAHHAA.
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
haha
shrimps and crap . (: says:
see. its connected to god too.
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
yes yes (;
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
what does hazel mean then?
shrimps and crap . (: says:
ERMMMMMMMMM
shrimps and crap . (: says:
hazel.
shrimps and crap . (: says:
fairly polite, sociable. kind, understanding. pretty and smart
shrimps and crap . (: says:
shrimps and crap . (: says:
HAAHAHAHHHAHAHA. ok fine. i dont know what it means.
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
hazel
adjective
1. of a light brown or yellowish brown color
noun
1. Australian tree grown especially for ornament and its fine-grained wood and bearing edible nuts
2. the fine-grained wood of a hazelnut tree (genus Corylus) and the hazel tree (Australian genus Pomaderris)
3. any of several shrubs or small trees of the genus Corylus bearing edible nuts enclosed in a leafy husk [syn:
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
hahaha
Matthias. you should let me love you says:
there you go

volleyball teambonding

2007-07-29T16:42:00.000+08:00

teambonding on friday was superb.
;D
i didn't go to school cus of the freaking bad sprain i had during thursday's training.
AHAHA.
so many people sent me messages saying that they missed me.
see. princess is being missed okay .
nahaha.
anw, i went to the doc's with mom, actually. but, she pangseh-ed me halfway for work.
how great. HAHA. ok. the doctor helped me bandage the ankle. and he kept pressing the bone. dumb. it hurts a lot la. walao.
haha. anyway. i had to resort to taking a bus home cus walking home from central was just impossible with the bandaged pig leg i had.
came home, hogged onto the laptop for a few mins. and then went to the room to watch tv. but i kinda slept while waiting for school to end so i could meet up with baby and frenchfries.
anyway, they bloody called my phone and it rang till i woke up. damn it. i knew i sounded damn pissed. LOLS. can't be helped, cus i was sleeping! nahaa. zhiting called me too. and i kinda forgot what she said to me. =D
ok. anyway, we decided to go to downtown to munch.
then i had disability walking. so i slowed the two of them down. and yantin was damn freaking hyper. like overly hyper.
OKAY! back to teambonding!
UGHHH!
ok. i went there, feeding mosquitos cus i cannot run and thus, cannot join yama in playing soccer with all the guys. and joel was eaten by the puddles. =D
kenneth tried all his best not to slip cus it was damn slippery . =D he got a bruise on the knee. reason:
not because he FELL , cus he SLIPPED.
-______________________-
tell me there's no difference.
haha. ok. then, zhesheng and king came along.
king played while i talked to zs.
then daniel and iggy came.
ahha. yes yes. the hot hot daniel.
apparently, he is rather retarded too! =D HAHA.
so, iggy was a damn bastard to keep suaning me, BUT, after that, he became soo kind! GOSH .
180 degree change. the other 180 degree remained cus he was equally as retarded and nonsensical .
ok. so, we went to the arcade. and we played the soccer thingy ...
erm. whatever the machine is called. then i played with iggy the retarded game, the machine they played in marina while i was playing panic park. yaya. that retarded machine.
then i kept losing. so i got daniel to take over. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
daniel still lost .
-_______________-
haha. then i played with zhiting. she actually won sey!
we played photohunt too! it was then that iggy's BO was horrible. and i had to stand BESIDE HIM .
haha. ok. we went to the children's playground and everyone who had deprived childhoods. that include the follows.
1.ignatius.
2.daniel. he obviously can live with little kids.
3.joel.
4.kenneth.
5.jiajin.
6.honghwee.
7.bryan.
8.gary.
9.ivan.
10.binu.
11.zicong.
12.lisi.
13.zhesheng.
14.ZHITING
15.AYUNI.
and some that i forgot.
yes. they kept throwing the balls at each other. -_____________-
point is, we had to clean up after them cus all of them flew to the pool.
the way home was fun too, cus iggy was cracking up . =D

BIG THANK YOU TO DANIEL THE GREAT FOR TEACHING ME HOW TO DRIFT!

the rule

2007-07-24T20:29:00.000+08:00

you're scaring me please.
it's as though you're so kind to me and behind me, you're like totally different.
oh my fucking god.
i'm so afraid of you..
why did you * me in the first place.
and i can't get my backups to help me cus i don't wanna give them trouble!
oh heavenly shit.
what do i do...
surely i'd BANG into you in school.
and the people around me.
OH FUCK.

-i dont wanna have a boyfriend.
clear enough?

troubles

2007-07-22T19:36:00.000+08:00

the troubles that i have now are all gone. cus, i have extremely good advicers telling me what to do. =D
thank you the great advicers!
=DD you guys rock.
after all these are settled, i'm at least relieved.
(:
i just wanna make my stand clear.
i'm not ready for a relationship.
and so, stop adding onto my stress.
i wanna get my volleyball secret settled before starting anything.
i hope i can do it.
cus i know i've got people backing up on me.
=D
thanks jiajin. and, mare (:
you're really good supporters cus you guys taught me how to go. you guys are willing to teach me the correct way.
thank you.

princess hazel

2007-07-19T20:45:00.000+08:00

RayneR says:
sorrie my dear hazel
RayneR says:
is tt ok ?
RayneR says:
xD
[: hazel grey eyes. says:
princess hazel
RayneR says:
zzzzzzz
RayneR says:
sorrie princess hazel
[: hazel grey eyes. says:
AHAHAHAHHA.
RayneR says:
is tt ok ma ?
[: hazel grey eyes. says:
YES!
[: hazel grey eyes. says:
=D
[: hazel grey eyes. says:
ok. apology accepted!

birthday zhiting

2007-07-18T19:32:00.000+08:00

today's zhiting's birthday. haha. the birthday girl was the princess today.
BUT! on other days, IM THE PRINCESS.
oh well, yuen, zhesheng and eh. ah. BOON HUAT! yep. they came over.
about the theft, im glad to say that im not involved. i swear!
ok. i made the first attempt. smudging cake into her face. =D
AHAHA. haha. then, nth much. boon huat and yuen did it later.
=D
brother went out to buy dad's and mom's presents.
aww. he's so sweet!
i gave him twenty bucks for it though.
=D
anyway. he's a good brother, i guess. as in now, our relationship btr le. =D
and i prefer the way it is now.
anyway, sorry for ap-ing just now girls.
=D
zhesheng purposely made a trip up again to say thank you.
when i was changing my contacts. then i had to wear specs.
-______________-
god. i let him see me in specs!
-_____________-
haha. anyway, zhesheng, that's really kind of you too!
=D

yamate(two)

2007-07-17T19:58:00.000+08:00

volleyball practice was greaaat today.
so what if we lost to the boys. we're so not sore-losers. so, we'd accept the fact that our digging HAVE to make improvments.
that i can't deny. and , maybe it's because of the push it gives us that me and zhiting can finally hit our record of digging together.
thank you girl! although we were kinda picky about the technices we used today.
and even though you sounded harsh and kinda mean to me, i know it's for my own good. but please la. hazel lee cries easily now ahhh! don't keep saying, i feel irritated. actually, not really irritated. just that i dont really like people asking me to do this and that. like dog. =D
i mean, that's what i think. but, i hope that this DOES not affect the friendship we finally bonded so tightly after so many trainings and understanding of each other. =D
ayuni! i haven't forgotten you. cus, without you. NO YAMATE! i mean, NO!
cus, we have our own SPECIAL personalities that match, thats why we can bond so closely when we're together!
heck what others say! we just need to appreciate and love each other babes! =D
you girls really brightened up my days. =D
sometimes, i think i'm just so lucky.
of course, i cannot forget my spices! =D cus without them, my life in class and out of school would be DULL. although we always fight. think about it. HOW do we forgive each other?
it's all because of the love we have for each other. that's a fact that no one can change, and no one can replace.
thank you girls.

me: will you wait for me tomorrow?
zhiting nods.
me: even if it's one hour?
zhiting nods and says: of course la!
i stare at her suspiciously.
zhiting: without TE, where is my YAMATE?

this line is something that lifted my emotion. =D
iloveyougirl!

(:

2007-07-15T19:18:00.000+08:00

dad says this is possible

Your Attitude is Better than 50% of the Population

You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.

325

2007-07-14T23:27:00.000+08:00

=D
three two five. all right, it's the labelled post.
okayy.
outing with yamate. of course. main aim: to conquer all the fbt outlets if possible to get what we have to.
set off time: 1pm.
and i actually woke up at 930.
well, partly cus i cannot sleep due to the heavy insect repellent fogged downstairs and i feel uneasy not replying those caring messages.
with the nokia 6020 im using now. it's really a disgrace to bring it out. especially if you already commanded it not to ring in the crowed train when it still did in the end, causing the surrounding people to mock at you and you have to unwillingly, disgracefully take it out to answer it.
not only did it happened ONCE. but actually TWICE!
ugh.
disgrace. but, i don't blame the people. i blame the phone. cus i know i cannot bear to blame the caller. =D
anyway.
we ran to two places. cityhall & dhouby ghaut.
we saw carmen at citylink. she cut her hair!
ahh!
but still pretty.
we did crazy stuffs. like. hmm. poking each other with the styroform sword used in wxyl. and, eh. almost feeding the wrong person with corn. plus. hmmm. buying fbts!=D
orange+purple.
whooo.
=DDDD
swee swee ahh!
then i came back home after dinnering with huiying. =D
at ard 930. HOHOHO.
don't worry people.
i cheered her up so much! i guess.
and, i came back rushed through my bath and called gary.
we actually talked for 1 hour plus. until he super exceeded his sleeping curfew.
thank you gary!
=DD
HOHO. and then i came online. to find so many people talking to me, then they went offline alr.
-____________-
jiajin signed in the last minute, so we talked for awhile.
also, today's food of the day for JJ: an apple.
:)

yamate

2007-07-14T09:57:00.000+08:00

i'm going out with yamate again later .
to buy some volleyball stuff.
after talking to yuen ytd. he really cheered me up .
actually, he just told me my life experiences and then i cried.
he said that i really bottled them up in me too long and this is the maximium.
so i guess, it all starts back at zero.
still, thanks yuen.
then, i have to thank gary .
=D
cus he kept smsing me to cheer up.
=D and i felt guilty disturbing him during his test that he has no confidence of passing.
then, thank kaijing old auntie. =D
HAHA.
cus she asked me not to be emo . and assured me that i can go to her if i have any problems.
zhiting did much of nothing cus she only knew i cried cus of her.
then. yantin. she could still laugh at me when i said i cried to yuen. =______=
pissed off.
anyway. she did cheer me up a little.
then, ayuni.
cus i know she'd always be there for me.
reginald, cus he shut up when i cried and not persue the matter.
raveen, for smsing me instead of talking to me when he was just sitting a few seats away. maybe because he was afraid i might bite him.
and to all 1E3 cus they knew i cried but shut up. making me feel btr instead of one whole bunch of bees coming and asking me irrelevant questions.
lastly, REGINA NEOOOOOOO.
cus her message, is smth i'd keep.
and i know the promise in her. =D
iloveyou people the most.
and i mean it!
sorry for bossing around ALL THE TIME!!

finally, a conversation between te and ma .

(; hazel MMMM! says:
you're friendster profile name
(; hazel MMMM! says:
all put
(; hazel MMMM! says:
ayuniyanti-
this is called yamate . says:
done alr!
(; hazel MMMM! says:
the dash behind.
(; hazel MMMM! says:
=D
(; hazel MMMM! says:
HAHAHAH!!!
(; hazel MMMM! says:
YAMATE!
this is called yamate . says:
hahaha
this is called yamate . says:
YAMATE!
(; hazel MMMM! says:
=D
(; hazel MMMM! says:
you rock laa!
this is called yamate . says:
hahaha, :D

mood swings

2007-07-13T17:48:00.000+08:00

this is only dedicated to the people around me.
of course, get lost if you don't even know a strand of me cus i dont even wanna know you .
nonsense just framed me and huiying up and then, we have to be punished.
oh how great.
for the whole of next week, missing HOURS of volleyball. great. i'd never be in the main six anymore.
now even zhiting cares more about volleyball than the feelings for me.
oh great. and huiying. nothing even affects her. the world just goes around the clique.
but, im revolving around the world.
this is the first time i cried today , and i've got nothing to lean to.
i guess my facial expression tells it off and mrs wong had to personally speak to me.
what a great time to speak my mind.
of course, lack of courage did me so and i shut the fuck up throughout.
gary was having a test and thus, did not reply my messages.
of course, i don't blame him.
at least he has been on my side these few days.
raveen also messaged me in class. he asked if i was okay.
of course im fine. i just didnt want people to see how ugly hazel can get when she cries.
oh. how pathetic. self-pitying.
after school, being so oblivious what happened in class, zhiting was just her bubbly self.
oh. of course i can't blame her, cus that period of time when she needed someone, i just willingly stayed there with her. now thats its my turn, maybe its just how people behave.
they don't think that it's necessary .
but i think it's total opposite. cus to me, a friend in need, is a friend indeed.
okay, so maybe i just care for them a little more.
and i shouldn't expect them to do the same thing back to me cus they ain't me.
their them.
they won't know what i'm thinking of cus they never do.
they don't care if im emotional cus i never am.
now that i am, due to the lack of confidence in the clique-ship and the fucking feeling of taking the rap of something i had not done, the tears are always on standby, like they can explode when i want them to.
let's take the library for example.
when zhiting claimed that i talked too loud.
it just pissed me off so badly i blasted the music.
even too loud, that my ears can't take it.
but for the sake of not listening to what they have to say about me, i just stayed put.
the feeling is as if nobody knows you. you're just neutral.
like they didn't even cared if you were there or not.
they won't even think about the things you had once helped them with.
maybe i always put my friends first. giving in a little too much and making them think that it's what it's suppose to be.
i should change. now.
like since i cannot get what i give, i won't do it , anymore.
unfeeling hazel. or unfeeling clique.
zhiting even chose volleyball to going out with me.
commitment some call.
to me, its a sign that im not that important to her.
my best friend.
and i get that feeling.
my other best friend. yantin.
all she knows is that im upset. nothing more.
is this the maximum thinking of a bestfriend?
if it is, i'd rather not have any.

clique

2007-07-11T20:55:00.000+08:00

a clique of best friends are suppose to go out together and treasure the times we share together. of course, occasional quarrels are efficient so that we can bond together more lovingly. oh right. how typical. from the outlook, my clique seems WONDERFUL. FORTUNATE. HAPPY. CAREFREE.
yet, the inner look tells a total different story .
we have endless quarrels, practically everyday, me, bossing around them, creating trouble. and, deep in us, we have the hatred. yet, some show while some hide. what clique do you call this.
childish tempers, immature thinking's.
even more unlogical, gangsterism.
i shall not give names.
but think about it.
it's not worthwhile.
even if by posting this causes me to leave them, i don't mind. not because i have no feelings for them, but because these are all not nessessary . and, i've said something i mean, from the bottom of the thought.
=D

snoop

2007-07-08T17:25:00.000+08:00

this is a husky baby!

snoop.

SNOOP!!!

the second dog in the world who loves the cam too!!

!i wasn't sleeping. isn't it pbviously. im smiling cus snoop is so strong
my head's weight can lie on him without any struggle.

snoop the dog

2007-07-08T14:51:00.000+08:00

=D
hohoho.
i love jas's place!
there's a dog!
an ipod BLASTER!
a FLAT screen tv.
WITH CABLE!
and~
the channels we ROAM!
OBVIOUSLY NOW,
i'd like to finish this post in 6 mins.
for obvious reasons. there's wxyl at 3pm.
haha. now, im just practically roaming lester's macbook.
wth. this is like the coolest laptop laa~
i WANT it seyy.
forget about the camera.
i want this!
lols.
ok. btt.
snoop.
omg. this husky.
of course, when lester said it would bite, i thought it was for real and for the whole night last night, i just ruffled with its fur. not till this afternoon when i woke up from my only eight hours of sleep from 430AM.
OMG. am i still in the holiday mood? seriously, 430. gosh. what time will i be sleeping today man. sheesh.
ok, anyway, i was pratically playing with snoop the whole day today that reg got angry with me for ignoring her.
HAHA.
i took pictures of snoop!!
=D and myself.
cus this superduperultra cool laptop has a webcam stored in it.
explains why gary says that i love myself too much. =D ohwell!
alright.
its starting.
=D

2007-07-07T14:21:00.000+08:00

o7.o7.o7

bored.

2007-07-07T14:11:00.000+08:00

im like so bored now , i have been blog surfing around.
obviously, not very entertaining.
oh how great.
it's live earth day today and all of us are not going out.
instead, staying at home and hogging onto the electrical appliances.
HOHO.
anyway.
monkey lee was so kind that she agreed to get me a skin done.
green skin!
whoots.
=D
greeny green green.
oh well.
let's talk about aliens.
of course, i know by putting their names up here can lead me into serious trouble, i decided to X her out =D
X is such an old hag that X really doesn't know what comes and goes around in this world.
by just touching a guy's hair, whichever part, excluding the private one DOES not necessarily means that i'm flirting with him.
of course, that doesn't too, including foundling!
like duh!
every girl touches a guy EVERYDAY!
brother, father, friends, boyfriends!
all the same.
what the fuck is flirtatious ?!
omg.
like X doesnt have sex with X partner!
duh.
omg. seriously, i wounder why partner vowed that - will take care of X forever.
and be a loving -
what crap.
ohmygawd.
seriously. i can only come up with two conclusions:-
1. X has a damn hot sex-appeal.
2. - is just desperate for sex.
=D
since i didnt mention anything, SMILE world

男女朋友

2007-07-07T11:22:00.000+08:00

男友對女友的態度:
犧牲時間, 很願意的等著女友.
不論她會多遲才出現, 他還是不會怪她.
女友對男友的耐心等待:
當然會很開心, 心會軟掉. 臉上只掛著幸福的表情.

男友看到女友的裝扮:
哇! 天啊. 原來她是這樣穿著出門的! 好美啊. 雖然心里這樣想, 但沒勇氣講出.
女友看到男友的裝扮:
天啊.我要定他了! 但, 這麼都沒對我今天特別為你而穿的衣服表示意見呢?

機個月, 或許機天,
應為與對方有點不滿,
而發生了爭吵.
後果, 就分手了.

難道, 我們都不能好好的珍惜對方呢?
不能偶爾稱讚對方, 讓她/他開心, 覺得幸福?

recently

2007-07-04T20:28:00.000+08:00

these days are great.
at least i made things clear to reg. and she understands.
i just love that cousin(:
okay. volleyball's getting better and better each time.
mmm. well, maybe cus mr zeng is back on track, and miss seah is slowing paying attention to us. also, wanchew and i are getting better. great archievements.
of course, studywise, i tend to sleep during bio. but, i won't fail my modular, i hope.
=D
then, there's hmmm.
the couples and the dates.
all smooth.
of course, it's short, so, i'll cherish everything i have now.
and, to my one and only yantin.
don't be neglected!i still love you like before!
and, zhiting is just very close to me, the way you are!
ok, darling!
and, i promise to link you up.
-i've been going out recently, weee, i was so out of this world this holiday.
=____=
okay.
i think thats my current update.
- had a great time with kim and pok. =D

seahyangwenn

2007-06-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

conversation between me and yangwenn , that girl .
[: hazel says:
I AM OKAY
[: hazel says:
MEI NU!
[: hazel says:
mei nu no boyfriend. wth!
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
then i wad?
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
miss singapore universe?
[: hazel says:
WHATTT!
[: hazel says:
I MISS WORLD!
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
HAHAHA
[: hazel says:
rahhh
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
=.=
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
i miss galaxy
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
AHAHAHAHAA
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
hahahahahaaa
[: hazel says:
i miss milkyway
[: hazel says:
:D
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
=.=
[: hazel says:
hahahahaahahhaahahhaaha
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
i miss ???
[: hazel says:
MILKWAY!
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
dont know la
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
ook
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
i miss SOYABEANWAY !
(hazel changed her nickname, between the time.)
[: hazel I'M MISS MILKYWAY! (: says:
hahahahahahahahahahhaha
[: hazel I'M MISS MILKYWAY! (: says:
IM MISS EARTH!
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
=.=
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
miss mars
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
miss jupiter
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
miss pluto
[: hazel I'M MISS MILKYWAY! (: says:
MISS PLANETS!
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
miss neptune
[: hazel I'M MISS MILKYWAY! (: says:
AHAHAHAHAHA!
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
MIS SUN !
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
hahhahaa
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
you miss moon
-yw TEN BUCKS ! says:
ahaaha

and so, i called up huiying and yantin and they had their names too.

yantin is MISS STYROFORM
huiying is MISS FRENCHFRIES (although seriously i preferred miss toiletbowl.)

(:

IHATEJAYCHOU

2007-06-08T21:46:00.000+08:00

http://top.baidu.com/ngeshou.html
ugh!
that old fellow. should be in the bottom and not the TOP!

亞綸在謝謝你的溫柔mv

2007-06-08T17:44:00.000+08:00

綸在謝謝你的溫柔mv並不好看!!
他媽的! 剪得那麼短!
看起來, 不習慣啦!
討厭!!!!!!!!!

quiz from myt.

2007-06-06T16:59:00.000+08:00

Name people you know from A to Z.

A- Ayuni ARRON
B- Bryan
C- Claire CALVIN CHUN
D- Darius
E- Erica
F- Francis
G- Gary
H- HongHwee
I- Ignatius
J- Jasmine[MaiYaTang] JIRO
K- KaiJing
L- Louis
M- Michelle
N- Nicole
O- Odelia
P- Pansap
Q- :D
R- Rachel
S- Sheena
T- Tricia
U- Ummirah
V- Venus
W- Waicheng
X- Xinyi
Y- Yang
Z- ZhiTing

1. What does A sms you about? (Ayuni)
- bras and pantys :D

2. How many siblings does B have? (Bryan)
- One sister ?

3.What is C's nickname? (Claire)
- sook fui :DDDD

4. How do you get to know D? (Darius)
- he still likes horsey .

5. How despo is E? (Erica)
- she hates desperados .

6. How much is F older/younger then you? (Francis)
- he is like a few months younger .

7. Name of G's best friend? (Gary)
- huiying :D

8. Does H knows I? (Honghwee & Ignatius)
- i guess so .

9. What happens if J becomes your enemy? (Jasmine)
- we'd have a lollipop fight .

10. Under what conditions will K & L get married? (KaiJing & Louis)
- absolute no condition . cus LOUIS is my brother .

11. How many ppl do you know wif M's initial? (Michelle)
- no bloody IDEAAA.

12. Do you enjoy talking on the phone wif N? (Nicole)
- she always slams down the phone before i say bye .

13. Do you think O knows P? (Odelia & PanSap)
- absolutely NO .

14. How geeky is Q? (:D)
- :D is the cutest face ever .

15. Is R very popular? (Rachel)
- dah .

16. What happens if S likes you? (Sheena)
- the world would start warring .

17. Is T a very random person? (Tricia)
- nope :D

18. How are U and V related? (Ummirah & Venus)
- both know ME :D

19. Do you take W as anything else other than a friend? (Waicheng)
- one of the most retarded crazy woman i've ever met .

20. When is the last time u met up with X? (XinYi)
- two days before she left for aust.

21. Are Y & Z enemies? (Yang & ZhiTing)
- they don't even know each other!!!

22. Of everyone from A - Z, who do you love the most?

ARRON!!!

23. Will you betray any of them?
- i guess not..................................................................

24. Have you confessed to anyone from A - Z?
- yepppppp.

25. Pass it to the peeps from A- Z who have blogs
- we'll see .
:D

THANKS MAIYATANG FOR THE SURVEY . thank that amy too . :D

楊士萱

2007-06-06T16:35:00.000+08:00

最近, 都會台在播愛殺17.
就這樣, 我喜歡上了外表並沒那麼好看的楊士萱
:D
也許是應為他會保護張韶涵, 並且不讓她受傷.
:D
這樣子的他, 也許是童話里的完美故事吧.
但, 我應該還有做白日夢的空間吧.
反正進早的我不小心上了腳, 不能去排球練習.
如果早點起床, 應該就不會發生了.
昨晚, 我做了一個很奇怪的夢, 應該跟我看太多的偶像劇有關. :D
管他的, 我還要在看.
:D
那時跟小姑到unitedsquare發現了一個可以藉cd的店. 也許沒那麼受歡迎, 不象videoezy那樣, 一旦時間到, 就得立刻還. 多不方便.
我看到的很多很多的偶像劇哦.
有我要的一些啦, 可是應為不要小姑出錢幫我藉, 就恢復原貌, 幫小表妹找她的戲.
:D
有時間再去吧.
:D

明天的故事都是我的是我的
所謂的幸福快樂我學會了决擇

back at one .

2007-05-31T18:12:00.000+08:00

calvin sang back at one on yu le last year .
and he did it badly.
obviously he once again reached a super high note and sounded gay .
even jiro died to the ground .
okay . thats not the point .
the point is , can they produce any good album this time round ?
i mean like .
at the point they sang xie xie ni de wen rou , omg . i really doubt .
:(
assshit .
how good can it be this time round?
what will be the theme again .
and so what if chun is listening to the demo now
do you even think he can sing that well? ok not THAT well .
but well enough for both the writer and the fans to adore ?
jiro .
he hasnt been updating his blog recently.
yea yeaa .
work again .
he might as well be in the acting industry .
right .
but as long as he can sing well , ok. i have nothing to say .
arron .
i have been doing alot of researching about him these few days .
he cannot go high .
he dont know what rate he is singing .
i recorded a few , im getting mich to listen to them .
point: how well can this album be ?

survey

2007-05-29T19:15:00.000+08:00

Pick the month you were born:
January ----- I kicked
February ----- I loved
March ----- I smoked
April ----- I dry humped
May ----- I choked on
June ----- I murdered
July ----- I did the Macarena with
August ----- I had lunch with
September ----- I danced with
October ----- I sang to
November ----- I yelled at
December ----- I ran over

Pick the day (number) you were born on:1 ------- a birdbath
2 ------- a monster
3 ------- a phone
4 ------- a fork
5 ------- a Mexican
6 ------- a gangster
7 ------- my cell phone
8 ------- my dog
9 ------- my best friend's boyfriend
10 ------ my neighbour
11 ------- my science teacher
12 ------- a banana
13 ------- a fireman
14 ------- a stuffed animal
15 ------- a goat
16 ------- a pickle
17 ------- your mom
18 ------- a spoon
19 ------- myself
20 ------- a baseball bat
21 ------- a ninja
22 ----- a model
23 ------- a noodle
24 ------- a squirrel
25 ------- a football player
26 ------- my sister
27 ------- my brother
28 ------- an ipod
29 ------ a permanent marker
30 ------- a llama
31 ------- a homeless guy

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White ------ because I'm cool like that.
Black ------- because that's how I roll.
Pink -------- because I'm NOT a homosexual.
Red -------- because the voices told me to do so.
Blue -------- because I'm sexy and I do what I want.
Green ----- because I hate myself.
Purple ----- because I'm cool.
Gray ------- because I was drunk.
Yellow ----- because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars.
Orange ---- because I hate my family.
Brown ----- because I was high.
Other ------ because I'm a ninja.
None ------- because I can't control myself.

Now type out the sentence you made and pass it on!
i love my sister because that's how i roll
??!

maiyatang ! this is so untrue cus i have no SISTER !
what trash !

魔法

2007-05-29T18:43:00.000+08:00

輕輕你靠在我胸膛
有一種奇特的力量不能抵擋
我開始亂了步伐
心還傻傻忘了跳
或許愛就是這樣讓我甘心被你融化

看著你微笑有一到光芒
達再我身上像一種魔法
是你無心布下的愛情圈套
讓我為了你瘋狂迷人的微笑

謝謝你的溫柔

2007-05-27T11:47:00.000+08:00

ella: 謝謝你如此溫柔
捧著愛靜靜等候
我的雙手
其實同樣在颤抖

hebe: 但我能給你什麼我只是一個他遺忘的我
心被一掃而空

selina: 我會把你種在我心中
也許莫天會終於再次長出一個夢

大東&亞綸: 不知道不明瞭不想要為什麼

大東: 我的心

亦儒: 明是想靠近
卻孤單到黎明

大東&吳尊: 不知道不明瞭不想要為什麼

亞綸: 我的心

亦儒: 那愛情的绮丽總是在孤單里

飛輪海: 在把我的最好的愛給你

ella: 謝謝你如此溫柔點著笑容的燈火
只溫暖而不打擾我的寒冬

selina: 還沒有決定往哪走
才所以不能答應你陪我
怕你會變成我

ella: 我會把你種在我心中

hebe: 也許莫天會終於再次長出一個夢

吳尊&亞綸: 不知道不明瞭不想要為什麼

亞綸: 我的心

亦儒: 明明是想靠近卻孤單到黎明

大東&亞綸: 不知道不明瞭不想要為什麼

吳尊: 我的心

亦儒: 哪愛情的綺麗總是在孤單里

飛輪海: 再把我的最好的愛給你

music

飛輪海: 不知道不明瞭不想要為什麼我的心

亦儒: 明明是想靠近卻孤單到黎明

飛輪海(亞綸background voice): 不知道不明瞭不想要為什麼我的心

亦儒: 拿愛情的綺麗總是在孤單里

飛輪海: 再把我的最好的愛給你

s.h.e: 謝謝你如此溫柔

ella: 點著笑容的燈火

selina: 只溫暖而不打擾我的寒冬

s.h.e: 還沒決定往哪走

hebe: 才所以不能答應你陪我

s.h.e: 怕你會變成我~

credits : HAZEL＆crystaldiamondz (:

累了

2007-05-26T14:33:00.000+08:00

累了. 煩死了.
佩施生病了, 什麼都不能做, 無所事事的, 好悶哦.
寫玩了兩分作業, 再另一個部落.
不知及不及格. 不管了啦.
昨天拿回了成績單, 考的真瀾.
排名第三十.
整個level跟糟. 139/200
-_____________________________-
蘭死了啦. 回來悲痛罵了一頓, 現在... 唉, 悶.
悶悶.
星期一有排球練習, 不知身體可不可以應付...
我該去嗎?

蹺課

2007-05-23T20:23:00.000+08:00

好好哦.
今天跟reginald and hui ying 蹺課!
:D
但好像是被發現了啦. surely is that yeo yi or someone else.
-_______________________-
剛剛買了寫信的'材料' 然後就超開心的.
就去跟那些女的回合. 他們的幼稚性格突然爆發. 買了兩支超及大的棒棒堂吃.
就坐坐. 笨蛋zhiting談著談著棒棒堂因為開口大小的原因而掉下地上死掉.
哈哈哈. 笨蛋. :D
他是超不爽的囉.
拍了很多白痴的照.
今天的我特別的high.
我們拍了排球的全家大合照!
我想大家都以超級大白痴的心態拍下的.
:D
今天就筆在這裡吧

說了也罷

2007-05-22T20:43:00.000+08:00

有些話都不用多說. 反正沒有人會聽我的.
今天的排球都沒什麼. 就是練練練 .
手也漸漸的, 嘛了.
但, 有人關嗎?
不 .
全都在經歷的給自己帶來歡樂.
我終於把三天都無法寫的信寫玩了!
超有滿足感的. :D
現在佩施也只不過是的等成績單而即將會被關起來什麼卻不能做的大笨蛋!
HH, 不要傷害自己了. 我們在一旁看的也為你心痛.
就聽我這一次吧...

廢話

2007-05-20T16:40:00.000+08:00

我突然間想寫在部落上. 雖然可能有些人看不懂我在寫些什麼屁,但這樣寫也許會帶給我些人生的快樂.

真的, 我從沒那麼風過偶像. 想想看, 我真的突破了紀錄. 好可怕.
想想一下, 如果突然間在一夜之間失去兩個最要好的朋友, 哇. 我也會跟亞綸一樣, 無助.
現在我腦子里也是一片空白.

人. 是怎樣的呢? 有誰能告訴我? 人, 是複雜的, 有時卻很簡單.
人不可貌相. 這對你們很熟悉吧 ? 我猜每周都會播.
些外票看起來很單純, 內心是否也是這樣.
又有的要當你的朋友卻有別的目的．
人啊人．
真不了解．

yalun

2007-05-20T12:12:00.000+08:00

due to the crash of internet connection in my desktop( the laptop isnt mine anymore.) i am unable to update this rotten online journal . my apologies .
:D
this few weeks are just happy-go-lucky . exams . bad results . and then you get killed when you get back your report card .
so yea . i guess . so that's my week . but in taiwan , its another twist .

everyone will just think it's just a basketball game down the hill . who knows it'd turn tragic and there goes two innocent lives . lets not say yalun . even if it's me or anyone else for instance , surely i think if you're not cold blooded , would be feeling the same as yalun now .
i mean . friends are for live right .
thats how it goes .
i took this quote from yalun.
請　有　友情　爱情　亲情　但　不管哪一情　都和爱有关系　
i guess . this really makes sense .
so . losing two friends in a matter of just one night , must have been a major blast to him .

所以，虽然我不能为他做些事，　但我回打稿，要他好好过。
炎亚纶，　加油了。　

tank in the house :D

2007-05-03T21:18:00.000+08:00

hohoho.
called michelle right after school and she said TANK CAME ! :D
omg . regina's guo pin chao's coming at 1030pm later .
HOHOHO .
can't be bothered, although he is good-looking :D
dont care .
TANK TANK TANK ! WHEE .
hmm . tank is .
talented .
a good singer .
damn hilarous .
a good guy .
yay. done .

huo jian hua is
hot .
handsome .
hot .
MORE HANDSOME .
cool .
eye catching .
HOHOHO !

arron YANYALUN is
chen mo .(:
shuai .
ke ai . HEN DUO REN AI .
ah hahah .
the list can continue till i die man :D
YADEEHAH .

yamate wasn't YA-MA-TE today .
YA wasn't here .
not completed .
esp when MA was running a fever.
HOHOHO .
:D

me and firman have good um ... mo qi .
:D
i yell one line, he yells the other one out :D

OLAYY LAYY LAYY .
man: OLAH LAH LAHH
OLEY
man: OLAY
OLEYYYYYYY ~~~~~~~~!

-____________-
hohoho.
tml YAMATE is complete with me GOING TO ZHI TING'S BLOCK AND GO TO SCHOOL TOGETHER ! :D
yayyyy. :)
hohoho.
tml is geography .
hopefully, it'd be an all-pass .

he is there to bui;d another better home for us .
he'll only bring us there when our home is built .
for now , good bye uncle .

霍建华

2007-05-01T19:35:00.000+08:00

!!
omg. goddamnit.
ILOVE WALLACE !!
and ah SHIN !!!
omg. i saw this VCR on shin in an mv where selina kissed him.
then he looked blooodddddyyyy shuuuuaaoiiiiiiiii :D
omg. high time to update friendster profile le.
:D
hahahha. wallace !!
omg. he is like. SHUAI lor.
SHUAI DAI LE.
hohohohohohohohohohohohooo.
but its alright, lun is still here. :D
WALLACE AND AH SHIN!
hua chi.

love @ dolphine bay

2007-04-27T18:47:00.000+08:00

:D
oh woooo yeah . !
i'm in love with love at dolphine bay :D
hot hot hot !
hohoho.
oh damn . that guy is like so got lah .
:D
reg ! watch it !
didn't go to school today .
ho ho.
went to the doctors'.
yep. then in the evening, reg called. she told me she was at tam .
and asked if i could stay .
of course i want .
but cannot what .
im 101 % sure that dad won't allow and mom too.
exams are next week .
after the week's exam .
after ...
another saturday(not counting tmr) then i can be with you alr .
OMG OMG .
i love that guy ...
im not sure if he is guo pin chao...
GOSH .

uncle paul.

2007-04-20T18:03:00.000+08:00

uncle paul was a great man. he really didn't flare his temper through all these years i've known him. i remember the time we played blindmice. he fell, and yet we still asked him to play again. seriously, i regret it.
all these times i went to the hospital, day by day, month by month, he looks weaker, older...

since now brought him to his side at 415pm. then i guess the only worry left by him is andrea and xiao gu.

seeing her cry, andrea being there to console.

although she burst 2 times this week, i guess, they really did her good.

she cried with us, surely it made her feel better.

now that he is really leaving us, we have to live on with life.

xiao gu, you have to be firm! you got to set a good example for andrea. and i believe that andrea will still possess that toughness in her.

andrea girl!

remember your wish to enter ngee ann girls' alright!

your daddy will be proud of you!

im sure.

god, make uncle paul an angel of our soul.

amen.

emo post

2007-04-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

you should know who you are lah . i dont wanna mention your name here .
i realised that you are partically ignoring me now lah . seriously , i swear i never do anything to you . if you name an offence i did upon you , i would be speechless luh .
you all dont like regina , i also shut up . then just let me be with her la . you three always go out together , when go out also dont call me or regina , then obviously , we will go out together la .
then now you and gracy + kim closer le , then everyone's happy what . walao , just whats wrong man ?!
if you dont like me , just say it , omg . you dont know how STUFFED up the emotions are around the canteen table .
wa , thanks so much for your 'BEST FRIENDS' man .
since now we all happy with our clique , then mantain this way la . you wanna bad mouth me , go ahead , but i swear i would never go such a thing back to you . even if at the extreme , you call me a bitch , whatsoever . i really cant be bothered le lah . but please , you at least say , you wanna continue , or just end this , this is getting to no where man .
yan tin :
i never mentioned this in school . but . you go and think about it .
you dont feel that you yourself change also meh .
i know i change la . whatever you all think . i really dont see any difference in me . i still LOVE FEI LUN HAI .
i am still hazel .
not lezah .
whosoever .
just think , i think we really going further le .
you say, huiying .
you should know how i feel to her .
then you today ...
waa . you go and remember what you did to her la . i really dont feel like carrying on .

those people who dont like me

waa . i can only say , im sorry lor . this is me lor . retarded or fucked up .
this is hazel . just accept it .
of course, i wont be such a prat to beg you for a friendship .
i look bitchy ? oh, then thats too bad .
im happy with my life . all i can say is that , disliking someone is very tiring .
very very ...
not asking you to like me , since you dont , then , its okay .
once again , i just hope i have my current friends for my backing ...
& that they wont change their mindsets .

cheers,
hazel.

randoms .

2007-04-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

alright . i see that no one is interested in jasmine's tuition . but hey . im serious . have a go , its fun . i guarantee .
:D okay then . school this week was so tiring . i was practically sleeping right after every paper .
monday: NIL. slept during chinese for 45 mins since yang lao shi allowed .
tuesday: didn't sleep . but played quadra pop during hist . :D
wednesday: chinese listening . i couldnt hear so many points lor . have to wait for the repeat which came by like 1000000 years later .
thursday: english compre test , finished in 20 mins , slept for 10 mins . &then for the chinese test, i had 45 mins to sleep . yay . about one hour ! :D oh ya. including the chem test.
today: english test. total of 30 mins to sleep. and then the hist test , which i totally did not study for , killed three quarter my brain cells . damn it .

anyway , i did read up about the glossary last night . so i remembered random . too bad , i applied to the wrong concept . fuck . anyway , i went to cc . and saw my golden psp ! awww ! i got home and jess called saying that my hist book is left there . double fuck . im going back tmr just to take it for next week's test . man , im so guai :D

oh my, i miss regina neopet ! :D

my tongue longer than yours .

jasmine liang wants group tuition

2007-04-11T22:40:00.000+08:00

jasmine liang wants group tuition of similiar ages.
get your friends along with you if all of you are interested. and. just drop me an sms or add me in messenger. - jasmine liang.
:D
aiya. just join la.
can boost your friendships leii. :D
hmm yeah. random.
my memory card is $E&#@^(&^%&%^&%($&%9fijdxu -ing faulty. but dad said i MIGHT be able to change the phone! :D
oh yea. the outing with the 3 of us was so bloody fun !
the mango pudding was superb
:D
yeya!
and we k-ed.
:D
katie became DAMN zi lian.
omg.
haha. anw, we're going skating ! :D
reg's birthday is coming up...
and i think i got the perfect present for her. :)
hopefully she'll like it.
oh babe!
i told my mom about our BAR TABLE AND EVERYTHING.
she bloody discouraged me by saying:
i think xinyi can make it. but.. you..? HAHAHAHAHAHHA...

damn la! it's ok. i'll start saving NOW!

random

2007-04-06T22:25:00.000+08:00

random post here since i don't know why i logged in to post.
HAHA. maybe just to update myself here.
(:
i became so grounded after the half-way-spoilt advance birthday dinner. (:
today is sao mu jie, for us.
:D :D
my tanning day.
successful ! yeah ! :D
gahahaha.
regina totally slept all the way to 7 + when i woke up at 6.
-____________________-
crazy girl.
sleep one hour more than me.
fine. i was pissed off right after we took off.
well ! i think i cant stand kids playing in front of me in the early morning. and the fact that i hadn't my ALL-SO-WANTED sleep since it was a holiday.
yes.
so anyway. regina and i became AP;
and. eerrrr. i think it's normal for us to do it.
angry, PMS-ING, pissed.
the mixed emo in me today .
while reg's is.
PMS PMS PMS !!!!!
HAHAHAHHA.
anyway. we partied in the front of the lorry.
@ that point of time, i was already pissed off with that woman.
ok.
anyway. lunch came, and sun came.
hot hot hot.
shoick shoick shoick.
BUT! regina and the others didn't seem to like it.
by then, tammy began talking and crapping.
unqualified regina the 'hair stylist' turned tammy into a geisha.

convo: rachel & me.
r: eh, tammy pretty hor.
h: a little... this proves only something. she doesnt possess any of her parents traits.

ok. smart pple. figure it out.
end of the day: pissed, yet tanned.
ok. satisfied.

TMR'S DATE: 1245 @ taka.
-_____________________-
katie yip has a very FARRR hair treatment, obviously.

para para paradise

2007-04-01T02:53:00.000+08:00

omg. haha. we just returned from the arcade. LAME. HAHA. but its like so damn fun ! hahaha.
i met up with reg @ marina. cus she wanted to buy a gift for zhang qian, her classmate. yep. so the first stall we went to was PUMA . MWHAHAHAHAHA. truthfully, i think only the jackets are nice :D
HEHE. nothing much at puma, went to world of sports, nth, and then to adidas. AHHA. we found the damn cute present ~ :D
omg. even i loved it. :D
so anyway. we called katie~! OMG.
i missed her so much. so we're meeting next saturday ! YAY! HAHHHAHA.
then we errm. walked, walked walked, and decided to call jas, and we made a plan to go prawning.
but we soon dropped the idea, and went to east coast's arcade.
(:
HEHE.
anw, since there was this dancing machine, which, seemed to us the most interesting one. so we played.
me and reg - team one.
jas lester - team two.
haha..
me and lester played a set of five of sps,
and i lost.
LIKE BY ONE TIME !
so we were the first team to play.
=________________________________=
i just have a word to say : we bloody himiliated ourselves in public.
BUT, when it was their turn, they were worser.
=)
then i saw the para para paradise machine.
decided to give it a try, first round, i got an A !
HEHEHEHEHE.
anyway.
i just kept playing cus i thought it was so fun !
only to find out that reg didnt like to play it cus she didnt know how to play !
HAHAHA.
so i played para para, she played the other one.
and lester was GOOD at the para para.
he got rank s.
same as me!
then when i was solo, i got into the top ten !
YAY!
we're playing it again tmr after badminton.

PS: i wanna see ya lun ! :D

insurance

2007-03-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

a few days back... there was a lightning, with no thunder. so i thought, we would have HAD assembly in the hall, but i was so wrong.
they still had it in the parade ground. then, just sit lor. then hui ying sat in front of me.
SOON, it drizzled lor. HAHA. huo gai ! then, got thunder.
WOOH WOOH WOOH !!! WOOOH ! haha. whole school
-_______________________________-
E2 boys convo

A:waaa ! got thunder !
B:YALOH! HENG SEH !
A:heng what la.
B:my father help me buy insurance.
A:WALAOO.

me and hui ying : HUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ?!?!
LoL . i mean this: LaughOutLoud !
haha.

then.. i guess. not much.
oh...
today's volleyball selection

they got wan chew, gracy and caselyn,yasmin and of course, mr zeng and miss chai to decide.
erm. regina wasn't happy @ the fact that they made THEIR decisions when the B girls went to the gym. cus, she thought, if seniors were to make decisions, they should do it as a team.
i totally agree on that point.
that's not it. what im saying is ,
by doing this, shi xuan will have alot of rights/chance, since she has wan chew who so happens to be the one deciding. yes. and, ** doesnt want me on the team because of my asthmatic problem. thing is, i can control it, & i will work harder.
BUT, ** doesnt get it ! OH WELL.
in the gym.
** talked to shi xuan.

you are the best among here lor. your skills already very good le. better than the rest here. your attitude is the next. then, you SURE get in.

i dont know. i feel uncomfortable with this, cus she said it to her, openly, with everyone there.
yes. AYUNI ! HAHAHA.
stupid woman. run run run ! haha. she has made her name known to everyone .
the OVER NIGHT CRAZY WOMAN !
then there is diana, super woman.
-___________-
haha. cus she carried the 50 kg weight.
-________________________-
ok.
and zhi ting ! that mad girl !
LOLS !
WO BU HUI XIAO KAN NI DE !

grounded

2007-03-24T13:24:00.000+08:00

oh fuck.
HAHA. we had so much fun ytd :)
ok. the fact that the sports event was boring, still, had fun.
that's AFTER THE whole thing.
i suddenly rmb the croc riddle.
so i went around EVERYONE asking them.
HAHAHAHAH.
i shant say it here cus i still wanna test pple.
:D
HAHAHAHAHHAHA.
outside the stadium, i asked...
jonathan, wan chew, yan ting, wei ling... and... i cant rmb. all i knew was i kept LAUGHING, so the ans wasn't pronounced clearly. my bad.
:)
hmmm. i bet reg, and the rest had fun. NO FAIR. i wanna stay over too !
anw, after the carnival, me, rgeina and zi cong walked to tm. then regina told zi cong the riddle.
he gave damn COOL ANS LA! hahahahhahahaha.
ok. then we went to mac.
drank greentea.
then went for the busstop.
FUCK. missed the bus.
its okay.
wait... wait... wait... wait...
FOR TWENTY SIX DAMNED MINUTES
and we were bloody drenched.
to think the bus was air con-ed.
so i was shivering.
-________________________________-
late for tuition, YAY!
but on the bus, quarreled with mom.
quite bad.but got ashie on my back :)
so was regina.
rachael went for ballet. :)

anw, i will be going to the GARDENS for the school trip
lameshit-ness.
a convo between me and pheobe.

hazelsays:
botanical gardens.

My new com like dun hav MSN function neh...pls bare with it...cant chat with u guys now... says:
I wont cry though, I'll becum siao sctream during the fucking trip!

hazelsays:
...

My new com like dun hav MSN function neh...pls bare with it...cant chat with u guys now... says:
WAH PIANG...want us to be gardeners?

hazelsays:
...

hazel says:
maybe./

My new com like dun hav MSN function neh...pls bare with it...cant chat with u guys now... says:
* scream

hazel says:
then i will find lun's favouritest flower and PLUCK THE WHOLE TREE OUT

im actually listening to MI HUN JI ! :D

the reason

2007-03-22T15:31:00.000+08:00

hey people.
note to reg: girl, might not be able to go to your house tml.
1. tuition till late.
2. lower chance of going on the 31st to support si meng.
3. no money.
4. holiday assignments uncompleted.
:)
enjoy yourself okay.. :) lovee.

the reason:
i know some pple dont like regina[vb]. but, i have no reason to follow them.
true they dont like regina because of this, that, whatsoever.
but for me, i think regina is a nice person. whatever you say, i wont change my point of view until she does something to me. but so far, i think she is good.
yes, so, you dont like her. i know it. because, you think she is [whatever, i shant say] and you start this topic.
heng you [@#$%^&*()_+_)(*&^%$#]
i just tolerated.
you continue _)(*&^%# ^@&%UY%OI#YIUY%I^%@(
the more i hear, the angrier i get. of course, i ignore you.
TO THINK YOU ARE UNAWARE THAT I AM PISSED UNTIL YOU TRIED TALKING TO ME.
i just think that, since you know i am friends with her, you should just shut up on some topics. now, i say, I AM NOT SCOLDING YOU
and i will continue.
NOT SCOLDING!!!
i will of course protect/ be on her side, regina, or whoever.
rachael, you. my friends.
i will.
but you dont.
i cherish all friendships, i hope you do too.

campus superstar two.

2007-03-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

fri: woke up at 12. then went online, amanda IM-ed me, and then ...
manda: eh. you going to HDB hub?
me: why?
manda: si meng going!
me: OK, IM GOING :D
haha.
so since mom was also going for a meeting there, we gave amanda a lift...
anw, we reached there.. saw si meng... he was just outside bossini.
ok. bossini
so we waited for a total of 4 hours.
115-530.
yep. then simeng got in. BEFOREEE i say the results,
i had to follow reg home, cus she scared it rained. & she needed to bring the clothes in.
we took a bus, missed a stop and had to walk uphill.
what the hell?
haha. but anw, it rained alr, so the clothes were ALREADY wet.
no point coming back.
but still, she changed & we waited for lester to fetch us over.
:D
haha. free ride :D
oh. jas had this mushroom haircut. jaime's first haircut.
-_____________________________________-
although i have to admit that it wasnt nice.
but, not worst.
:D
ok. result:
first, songS that he sang
梁静茹：　大手拉小手
梁静茹：　肆意
& then the judges asked him to sing something not by 梁静茹，
all of us at the side shouted, 飞轮海
soooo. he gave a thumbs up and sang this verse
无解的眼神
心象海底针
光是猜测
我食欲不辰
有点烦人
又有点迷人

GREEN LIGHT!
he got in. :D

today: woke up at 745, watched ylbfb till 130.
so i slept for only 7 hours.
FUCK.
nvm for them, im willingly.
see, im so good :D

but aft waiting for three hours, we were asked to come back tml at 12.
so yep.
im gg again at 12.
ok.
erm.
went to k歌
i tell you pple.
dont go to toa payoh's kbox cus they have lousy attitude plus service.
if you dont want your brain cells to die, or you blood to evaporation because of boiling, then trust me.

ok. i wanna watch 我猜

mr zeng is nice.

2007-03-13T17:57:00.000+08:00

hey o. REG ! i can rap the zhen ming tian zi rap le! :D:D YAY! HAHAHAHA. but i am like... 100X slower than you. HAHAHAHA. eh, but i know it alr ok. next time we rap tgt. :D HAHAHA. anw.
back from training.
;)
i just realised mr zeng is a superultra nice guy.
but...
:(
hmm... anw, MR ZENG IS A REALLY NICE GUY;
REALLY REALLY NICE.
ohya.
the malaysia trip
best lor
thought will go to shopping centre shop lei.
in the end visit some kinda stupid zoo-cum-plantation shitty place.
to think i wore JEANS
the bestest thing was that i also killed a hamster.
omg.
here's how it looks like.

so yeah.

but it survived.

i was damn guilty can.

although i kept laughing cus it was damn funny la!

the hamster lao sai.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

damn funny.

HAHAHA.

but the back was really FALTENED when the opening went down.

my intention

open the opening so the inner hamsters can run out, then when i realease my hand, that hamster ran in, then i didnt expect the opening to close, so it totally faltened the poor hamster then it lao sai.

after that reg helped me, then the stucked opening opened, and the hamster ran away.

the whole journey back, reg called me

hazel the serial animal killer

cus i rmb droping my 2 week old quail a long time back and killed it almost instantly after not receiving it from the playground slide.

-__________-

omg. yeah. poor animals.

but so far, i havent killed kiko.
:D

HAHAHA.

anw, on the way back from malacca to the customs, me and reg K ge from my mp3 and hers, for 2 hours,

which later, resulted to a horrible sore throat the very next day,

but now i ok alr.

HAHA.

YAY!

chairmen sucks.

2007-03-10T15:05:00.000+08:00

ALL CHAIRMEN SUCKS SEYY..
bloody hell.
first day jiu bei suan le.
then dont wanna be ar.
fuck fuck fuckkkk
rah !
friday training not bad i guess...
all the sec ones went for the oral presentation, but i didn't, then they group the girls as sec ones and twos, regardless of the time you join.
then i was the only sec one lor.
best la.
hahaha.
anw, after vb went STRAIGHT home. :D
bathed, ate a bowl of noodles then watch hua yanng for 15 mins. went down to wait for lester yong.
AHHA.
he was the one who said 740 zun zun reach lei.
in the end lei?
he 750 then reach lor.
haha.
nvm.
then reg gen wo su ku.
so...
we reached party world at 825. due to traffic.
and so, we had to end at 1230am.
when i was alr so bushed.
haha. the manager v fierce.
NEXT TIME YOU LATE MUST CALL US LA. IF NOT WE GIVING YOUR ROOM UP ALR.
whatever lor.
then actually wanted to sing 暧昧I. but i have no pitch.. everyone knows. so we gave it up after
只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景

到底该部该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

after this part me and reg cmi alr.
haha.
so we nv continued.
but i sang, 理想情人
HAHA! yeah!
then after that, she pia her 蔡依琳
真是够了
明明知道我不太喜欢她
还一直唱。

飞轮海终于到了
then we went high.
:D
haha.
sang...
爱到，二月三十号见，超喜欢你，只对你有感觉，和我有我的young.
then before that we pia tank.
终极一斑，给我你的爱，我们小时候，街头霸王，三国恋　& my 专属天使　（：
hahahah.
we had not alot of time ma.
so these are the main songs i guess.
oh ya.
we double sang 臭男人
:)
so nice.

damn, im the chairman now.

2007-03-08T16:26:00.000+08:00

:D
DAMNN !! mrs wong sacked nigel and then make me the chairman.
WALAOOO. RAHH.
i dont wanna be it!
WALAOOO.
WALAOOOO.
have to sit in the front.
wth?
and then blahblahblah,
the best thing is that i dont even know how to take the key!
HAHA.
ohya.
we were talking chinese in class todayy..
so..
san ba.
yes.
san ba.
BLAH doesnt know what it means.
so she asked the class.
what is san ba?
then yew kit shouted.
SON OF A BITCH!
haha.
so yeah.
haha.
everyone laughed.
like damn funny la.
and he still said it so proudly lei !
HAHA.
then blahblah.
loads of random.
i was wondering if hong hwee got back his phone.. :D

HIM international music :D

2007-03-06T19:06:00.000+08:00

OMGOMG.
hahaha.
i went with amanda to HIM international music just now.
HIM !!!! HIM !!!! :D:D
it was duperultra hard to find you know ! OMG.
HAHAA.
it was damn cool luh.
we went to the wrong building at first, but htere was mac, so i used my card to pay :D
HAHA.
the apple pie was FAB for my hungry stomach.
BLOODY HUNGRY :D:D
and the coke was superb. :D
HAHAHAHA.
now watching hua yang on channel u.
after doing the online survey, im gonna pia my box 3 le.
and hong hwee
IM VERY SORRY YOUR PHONE WAS CONFISCATED.
im VERY VERY SORRY...

esp when bra told me you were replying me.
SORRY !
i owe you one, alright?

anw, i have to do the survey alr.
once again,

SORRY HONG HWEE.

profile of my boyfriend(:

2007-03-04T18:39:00.000+08:00

OMGOMG.
I HAVE A BOYFRIEND! wanna know how good he is? :D:D
here you go ! :D
OMG.
& there's his picture too !

ILU!

& of course. such a good man should join some competition...

aaron in SUNSHINE COMPETITION! :D

SEE. evidence. :D

-ilovemyboyfriend
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OMG. this is freaking hilarous !!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHA!!!

i missed my tan

2007-03-04T17:30:00.000+08:00

ah !
rah !
dah !
it's raining.
the weather today really spoilt my plan.
i wanted to go for a tan.
RAH.
i thought the 12pm shine would be a good one.
but it wasn't even blazing hot.
wtf.
WASTED.
haha.
then i forumed.
since 1pm.
i finally promoted :D
500 posts :D
OH YAY!
;)
HAHA.
omgomg.
chou nan hai ROCKS :D:D:D
DAAAAAHHHHFAHHHTFOOOOO.
:D:D:D
i miss fahrenheit.

AARON !!! :D

kind kaijing :D

2007-03-04T01:12:00.000+08:00

yay!
kaijing agreed to help me look out for the mag :D
;)
wee wee! :D
haha.
i cant sleep.
so i cam-whored just now. :D
gawhahaha.
listening to 傻傻的勇气
;)
omg. i heard MONG.
zhui MONG.
AH MONG :D
OMG.
i miss ah mong!
OKOK! i wanna watch e mo NOW! :D
okok.
BYEBYE!
OMGOMG.
贺军翔, i'm coming ! :D

fucked up end of the day.

2007-03-03T20:59:00.000+08:00

:)
went for meeting.
random stuff happened.
no mood to talk about it.
i'm pissed enough.
very pissed infact.
like wtf.
i bet the magazine is OUT OF SALE
how great. no one even told mich/me about this.
HOW GREAT HUH
what fan do you call me?
a fan who doesn't even know that there was such a magazine on sale.
a fan whom was so lazy in the month of febuary to even bother to go to bugis.
how great.
what a great ~~fan~~ i can be huh.
whoever's mouse pad i dont mind.
i just want the mag.
what the fuck is wrong with me
-i almost cried at marina, you know, reg?-

the lonely road home

i realised, my condo is beautiful

the moon, can see?

but still, this is funny.

hopefully you guys can view, char&kelhilarious

retarded mother.

2007-03-03T11:17:00.000+08:00

my mother is retarded.
ugh.
she is like crazy la.
dont allow me to do this and that.
like what the fuck?!
my ears had 14mins of torture in the car when she fetched me over to reg's.
omg.
haha.
we... hmm. what did we do last night?
ohya, reg called siyun. then put her on speaker.
random quotes" at least she has a better taste to pick ya lun and not calvin. "
hahaha! see. i got good taste. :D
:)
:)
:)
omgomg. that one made me sooo high :)
whee. haha. then i was hungry, so i said" lets go foor prata"
reg "ok, eh siyun, i tml then talk to you. i wanna go and eat prata."
haha. so off we went :)
haha. i ordered two eggs this time.
watched survivor. :)
then we ate and ate. while reg told me about her LA thingy.
i thought her idea was great, creative :)
esp the train part, haha, just like aaron :)
gawhh! haha.
then we went to cheers.
i bought 3 ice creams and kit kat chunky.
:) uoo lala.
reg bought 3 ice creams.
its like right, two reatards, buying 3 ice creams in such a cold weather. haha.
anw,
du cangqing ge-ing.
bye!

:)

2007-03-01T20:27:00.000+08:00

oh happy dayyyy :D
haha. i know its the lyrics of dont know what song, char and kel always sing one, during k-session. HAHA.
eh. SATURDAY GOT MEETING LE
oh yeah !
HEHEHEHHE. jia yun, cannot go beach le, cannot go west coast le. hahaa. (:
oh well.
today was boring. HEH. i cam back, RIGHT AFTER SCHOOL.
and the people in school kept laughing cus i was wearing my specs.
damn contacts la! make my eyes infected.
fuck seyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
i'm staying at reg's.
i'm staying at reg's.
I'M STAYING AT REG'S !!!
:)
we can sleep on the princess bed, & then go to marina together.
OH, how sweet !
me and regina. HAHAHA.
REGGIIIINA! hazel! REGGGGINA!!! hazel! REGGGGGINAAA!!
hahahhahaha. :D
so les!
omg.
haha.
since i came home,
yan tin hanged out with kim.
i heard she went to play badminton.
alright lor, i have nothing to say what.
if she is happy with what she is doing,
if kim[to some people] is obviously better than me,
then she go with yan tin lor.
i also can do nothing what.
lols.

OK. im craving for the FORUM!